How much?

How much? How much for the little negro boy is what I have been asked as all the legal minds that have investigated this case all say that what Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan did was not in the guidelines of the law.  However, how much do I have to pay to make her wrong right? 

If it were not for the GAL and his racist bias I would not need anyone to fix this, as my motions and case laws that I cite should stand no itself or I could take it to the higher court on my own. However, the GAL in the case who is not acting as a lawyer had done 24 motion to stop something that I have asked for or to get my case toss out of the appeals court. Once more how much for the Negro boy?

I have been told to write about this to Father, Rev, Sen, Congress, you name it. Well,  I have written to them all.  However, sorry Zion does not have a trust fund, he has not killed anyone, he does not come with a headline grab, so his life is not worth anything to anyone but my family and I. We love this little boy; we have watched him grow from a baby into a young man. I can recall his first tooth, the time we had to spend the nights in the hospital when he was having surgery.

All these are memories that he recalls, and he also knows that the woman that birth him into the world was not there, she did not call, she did nothing as she was living her life (she knew about it). She is still doing the same, leaving Zion with this John or that one and this was done with the help of two people that lied from her in court. One is blood to her, as to me I do not clam anyone that would put the life of a child on the line to help someone get some food stamps.

I talk about the fact that I have reached out too many and only two have written back (outside of the DOJ, AG and other legal groups; however, they did it to see if there is a case to send someone to jail); the Chief judge with his “my hands are tie” letters and Clerk Dorthey Brown. I have sent faxes, emails and all the that I have and to this date nothing as I am not a fool to think anyone of them cared. If I can be honest with you.  Most people in power or office do not care about the people, and they sure do not care about those of us that are black.

Why they know we only vote in less than 30%, and that is not going up, and it can only go down; so, if you only look to get 3 out of 10 to come and vote, who do you need to do anything for that group. They will run some adds or give something to the church and be up in there on Sunday talking about how they are doing Gods work. Sorry they are not, they are doing their work, and as soon as they know they got that 3 out of 10 votes; it is on to the nest church.

If we have a system that is made up of laws and justice; tell me why do I have to pay to get Zion back? How come the courts will not just say, you know what, we got this wrong, and we need a do-over. The reason that they do not say this is for one and only one reason, I hurt two people feel and, one does not court. The GAL, in this case, is not there for Zion or the Judges; he is there for CVLS and only CVLS, so I asked this question if I had $10K for this case right now, could I get Zion back? Then tell me how come I cannot get him back with just a $100?

Well, that is why justice is not free, and in 2018 we are still selling young black boys on the slave block, as that is what this is about. I pay I get Zion back; I do not he stays in the hell he is living. I have no love for the people in this case; I know why they do what they do. What I do not understand is this, if all these people knew what is said about this Judge, how come to this point no one has spoken up about her. Why did it take the life of my son for the judge's feelings to come to light?

I read 28 years since a judge has been voted off the court, wow and we want to speak about pay to play. This is a joke, as there are judges on the bench that should be locked up with the people they are sending to jail. I am sending this to the top 3 people of color in cook county, and two might be looking to be the next Mayor of Chicago (one is already looking) I want them to know that if you want to help stop crime in the city try love!

High IQ

Up since 4 am and I have had a good day so far.  My son is working on his master in Edu, and I have asked him to reach out to me for any help that he might need. Well, he sent me his paper that he did, and I was able to fix it for him as I want him to know how to scholar writes. Now, my blogs and post are not written in a scholar format due to the fact that I write them in a personal format to get my feeling across. Now, there are some that will question this; however, as I say all the time it easy to correct someone else but dam hard to correct yourself.

I find that I must do this a lot of times; when I am doing work on my house I have two voices in my head saying to me, no do not do it that way or do not take shortcuts and spend extra as this is your place. I have to go back and make sure that all my studs are on point and my 90 are 90; I tape and do not take shortcuts on the electoral work. All these things are done on each and every house that has been built, do not fool yourself that the builder made some shortcuts as if he did not he would still be working on it.

I have always wanted to be the father to my children that I did not have; I do not hide from the fact that my father and I did not get along until I was at Jackson State. A fact many of you did not even know I had a dad, as I did not talk about him before JSU. I am and will be in my children live, and it is so sad that Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan and GAL David Gotzh hated this fact. These two did not like the fact that I was a father to Zion.

Now, Joyce is just a nut, so for her, it was not about me being a dad to Zion, it was about the fact that I would not let her come into my family like a daughter. I will not back down from the fact that she was a cancer (fact) and I was not about to let her come into my house when I had a daughter or for that bring her around my boys. I did try to help her, and like a snake, she bit me too many times, and it was her caseworker that told me that she might be your cousin but never trust her or be along with her and I was not.

Now, Today I have some work to do, and I must come up with about $$$ before the end of the week as I have decided on who I am going with as our new lawyer. They are on point, and they know this case, and they also have a high IQ for what is going on, and I feel that they will do their best and not let me get in the way. I think they understand that I can take a back seat and let them do their work, they must show me that Zion is essential to them and not my money.

I told them that I love all my children and I would give my life for them as they are who and what I live for, and this case has caused me many nights of no sleep. Right now, I had to think about how it is raining out and did Zion go to school today; what will he eat. Joyce does not have a clue about him, and she is the hot chip; juice person and these are two things that Zion does not eat.  A FACT she cannot afford Zion and had he been with her from birth he would be her child, as she would have raised him in the street.

WE (black) are talking about who we should choose to be the next mayor in the city, and I have to ask this question; just because that person looks like me, does that say to me that they think like me? We have a black Chief Judge, and black folks are lock up more than anyone else, we have a black person (woman) over the State Attorney’s office, and cops are and will get off for killing black people and once more we are still charged more than anyone else. So, tell me what good black folks have seen from having a someone that looks like them over them?

For me I want and will away want someone that is fair; I would love to have the presiding Judge over this case as she is fair, and she goes by the laws. Her legal IQ is very high. The BS that is and has been going on would not have happened. I have to come up with money before the end of the week for only one reason, and that is a person that looks like me put a person in the position to hurt Zion and my family.

1st of the month

Nikes new slogan “Believing in something. Evening if it means sacrifices everything”. Is deep and it is funny that many of you do not get that. So many said to me Muhammad why did you say that about the Judge, why did you do that to the GAL, Man you should have just been quiet and sad nothing.

Well, I am sorry I believe in justice for Black People, and I might just be one person, but I stand when I can and how I can. I would not be the man I am; if I had not said something, I would be less of a man if I know that what is going on is not right and I stood there and did nothing.

Now, what got me was the fight that I must fight without help, I must fight a system that is built to fail. Do you all think that this Judge is sitting on the bench in the courtroom that she is in just because she is the best at her art? Hell No! She sits there due to the fact that someone old a favorite and I go out on that limb and will say that I do not think it was the presiding judge doing. She is by the book, and she respects the laws, and she makes sure the laws in her courtroom come first before personal feeling. Now, I might be wrong; however, that is what I have seen when I have been in her courtroom.

Now, I talk about the fact that we live in two cities and for hat two worlds; one black and one white; the feelings that some of our white family has when it comes to anyone taking a stance. History is your friend or your teacher, but it is history. And it teaches us that since slavery the slave master has felt the need to put those negros that get out of line into their place. Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan sent me to jail, not for what she said, but more so to put me in my place.

She gave me 50 lashes on my back, and she thought that was going to break me; the GAL and she took Zion from us, and they thought that was going to break me. I am not that man; I do not run with my tail in my legs because you cut off my foot. No, I hope on the other one and keep on fighting for freedom. I am a fighter, and I have to say that outside of those weak letters from the Chief Judge, it was only one other person that took the time to keep it real with me and she might not care, but she listens to me as if she did. I hope that she is the New Mayor of Chicago.

It is funny that some of these people talking about how they are down, and the support this person or that one, does not support anyone but yourself. We do not stand for anything as we are and will be on the breast milk of government. Today I stood in line to get three things as I could not understand why the story was pack and why were the people carts full and it hit me that song the first of the month is very accurate. We have people that live from the 1st to the 5th as they are broke after that.

Do you all know that Joyce only wanted Zion back so that she can get some link and the hopes that she will get Child Tax Credit as she thinks that is free money. She is like many link people; they buy used cars in March and on the bus by July. Get a nice Apt by March as she did and homeless by September as she is also. That GAL told one of the biggest lies, he checks out her lease, and he verifies that she was living there. Who as I said two worlds one black and white. Where Black folks know that faking contracts is very old; he thinks why she would want to do that.

She did this because she sizes him up to be a john, she comes and put on the tears, rub up to him and show the girls and play with the weave and just like the master he thinks about what he can do to help her.

This GAL David Gotzh has done so much to help Joyce that if I found out he was paying her bills, I would not be shocked. However, he is not the Judge, and all that he did was done under her watch; all that is going on right now is under her watch. Judge Susan Kenney-Sullivan took this case home and let her personal feeling about me cloud her judicial judgment. The checks and balance system we have did not work in this case.

Six Years

Cook County jail is full of young men of color that are in there just for being a young man of color. Now, does have some up in there that need to be there; however, Zion did not need to do time. Yes, he is doing six years for just being a black boy who was loved and educated.

The Judge in his case was Susan Kennedy-Sullivan, that person that lead the prosecution was GAL David Gotzh, and Joyce was the police. They all for their reasons gave this young man a 6-year sentence that he can get out if he posts bail (we pay the right lawyer that right amount) or good behavior he is out in 2 (at 14 he can tall them all where to go).

I was having a conversation about this and as wild as this sound; this is the facts in this case. The Judge took Zion from the only love that he knew and is making him do time with a person that does to have a clue about love. He gets to make phone calls once he has money on his books and for the most part he is on 10 hours lockdown from 6 pm to 7 am four days a week. I have to say that I am boiling about now about this and I wish that I could address the fact that one of my cousins lied for Joyce and helped to set Zion up.

I feel so bad that I cannot break him out of his jail. I cannot get any help from the higher courts, and nothing in life is free, and we all know that freedom cost. So, I must pay for the best, if I want to get Zion out of jail. Joyce cannot support Zion life, and she was dumb enough to drink that link Kool-Aid and did not understand that those hood women that she knows get link due to one fact and only one.

I do not trust the GAL in this case as he tells lies in his sleep and he has a personal something with Joyce; yes, he hates me, but he also has something going on with her. It is so sad that a 12-year-old young boy of color must do time for a crime he did not do. I would have done time for him; if it would have kept him out of that jail, he is living in. Today is the first day of school in the city, and I do not know where Zion is going, but what I do know just as this was the worse birthday in his life it will also be the worst first day in his life.

Zion was a spoiled young man where he was used to getting the best in life, and now he is used to free Cheez and hand out to make it. He had his own and never had to share, as he was not a hand me down, child. I made sure that all my children got not what they just needed, but also what they wanted. I have Zion safe still with over $80 in it that he had saved up from the work we did, I sit here and think about how he was about to get his laptop as he did not want his game anymore. You take a child that has a silver spoon in his mouth and put a plaster one in and say it for his best.

The Judge, in this case, told the GAL to find a way for her to do what he wanted. His marching order was to find case law to stop Zion from calling. Find case law that gave her the right to put a 6-month OP on me.

This Judge is this case judicial IQ needs to be tested and question and the people in the State of Illinois need to recall her from the beach. The Chief Judge does not have what it takes to do it, or they have too much on him. So it is up to the people to do it, and that is why I am asking for anyone that wants to do it put your info onto this petitions so that we can get this one off the bench. Judge Kennedy-Sullivan has a history of giving young men of color time for crimes they did not do.

Below Your Grade Level.

Yes Rain, now bad news for me as I had to stop working and only need to replace these gutters. However, the fact someone just got a lifeline. This rain just saved someone life; that is a real as it can get. Now, not to say that he/she will not get killed later today, but they get to see 1 pm. This is a very said fact, but it is so true, hey the rain might have just saved my life as I keep saying bullets do not have a name on them.
I was asked why? Why are we as black people last in everything good and first in everything that is bad?  The reason is 100% on us; yes, we were slaves, and many of us are still slaves today; however, too many of us are slaves because we want to be slaves. A sister who seems to be the only one of out three that will say anything about my post, talk about how black man is and should hold some responsibility for how we (black people are).
Well, she is 100% right as we should, that GAL and Judge and Joyce wanted to remove me from Zion life as I am a strong black man and they cannot control him as long as I am there. Well, this is what happened to a lot of black families we have too many being lead by a woman. And I am sorry if this touch some of you at home, but a woman should never lead or run a house, that is and was the job of the man.
You do not see anyone else doing this but us; we have let out ex-slave master come in and brainwash us to the point where our men think they it is better to be a woman than a man. I coach baseball due to the fact that my passion in life is to make the difference in one little black boys’ life. Zion and I would take one of his friends or teammates to the Sox game so that young man can enjoy having that father-son bond.
I stood in courtroom 1806 as a White man (the GAL) stood there and talked about how and why I should not be in Zion life. I stood there as if I was in 1818, not 2018; as this man talks about me as I was his slaves that just came off the ship. I cannot fight a system that has been made to kill off the black man in the family. We talk about what and how Dr. Cobsy was and is an evil man, but they still show that man who admitted to doing things with young children shows on tv.
We are lost, and no one is going to help us but us.  So, for me, I am going to go broke, and I do not sleep as I am not going to let them take Zion. You all do not take my words to heart, I am doing all that I can to make sure that you do not see Zion on the other end of a gun, or I do not have to come and see him going 6 feet into the dirt. His birth mom does not have his best at heart as she does not and has not been taught how to be a mom.
Those men she has in Zion life are the gangbanger, dope boys and just about as smart as a grape, that is why they are in her life; so, what can they teach Zion? We need to take back out homes; this is to the black man out there; were have too many that look like us that are not for us. The Chief Judge of Cook County does not care about black lives; he only cares about his own life on the court. I said it many times, and it is so true today, I am going to need that one White person to come into this case and help me, as I need a Great White Hope.
Oh well, the rain has stopped and the sun is coming back out and said to say that the ones who lives were saved by the rain; two more are about to have their taking by the sun. It huts me as I have so much love for Black people and I love being black.
I left my PWI school looking for a woman that looks like and think like me to have my children, not a knock on anyone, but for me, a Strong Black man I needed a Black woman to give birth to my children and she also had to be someone that had a degree. We need to stop making babies with people who are below are grade level.

We know what you did

I have been doing my best to stay busy, as I find myself sitting and thinking about Zion and what is he doing; I sit up and think about all the money I was forced to spend up to this point. I think about the fact that I have to go out and hire a new lawyer this week. I think about all the reason that I am at this point of my life, and it keeps coming back to broken justice system that time after time fail men of color. 

Yes, there is unjust for women of color; however, I keep going over the number that I do not think many of you get African American males to make up 5% of total US population; however, we are 85 % of that lock up in the jails. I ask you what the difference if someone looks like myself and someone that looks like the GAL; well his dad who looks like him, can kill a child and not do a day in jail. Someone that looks like me can have their life taking for just sitting in a car.

We do not live in a world that is fair, and we will never live in one that is.  We live in a world that sees color and race first and everything else second. I am a man of color, that is what the woman who walks past me in the stores see first. That GAL when he called me for the first time he did not see a 50-year-old man, no he saw a boy. I have about 15 years on him, and he saw me as a little black boy. He talks to his little son better and would give him more respect than he gave me. Why? That is the fabric of a racist. 

Racist has the need and wants to be in control so bad, for them to think about not having that power makes them sick. I see so many black people in power in cook county however what is power if you have a child mindset?  Those black people in power are always looking over their shoulder thinking when it masters going to send them back out to the fields with the other field hands. I am bight enough to have been a house negro but trust me; I would have been one of those dead negros. As I would have jumped or got tossed off the boat as I am not going without a fight. 

I will never forget the lies the GAL told.  The way the judge talked about me as I was nothing to her. The lies she told. I could not get justice from a man that talks about all that he has done for the black and brown folks of cook county. Give me a White person that does what is best for me as race is not essential to me.  I have been stab in the back by both black and white folks. I have cried all that I am going to do for the day, and I keep saying that I am going to get me a poster and go down to ABC and get on the news. 

My post is going to read “STOP THE KILLING IN CHICAGO! How? VOTE NO FOR JUDGE SUSAN KENNEDY SULLIVAN and REMOVED DAVID GOTZH as A GAL! Yes, I want a nice size poster that will have a link to my blog. I have been passing out my flyers in the courthouse as I want all the other judges to know these people name.  
Our minds are controlled by what we hear and what we read. When anyone reads my blog, they will question each and everything that any one of these two say. When the GAL tells a Judge, he mails or drops off anything; they will know do not trust him. When this Judge is up for election, I want her name to be in the back of everyone minds VOTING NO. I need some sleep as I have not been since Friday as I cannot sleep when my mind is in overdrive.

I know what Joyce did last summer, and I also know that she is trying to make another man think he is Zion birth father as she is trying to get her some money. I want to let the GAL know as I am sure he read this; you are not your dad, anything happens to my son, I am not going away as those Hispanic people did; it is you and I until I die.

He Will Hate You!

A product of your environment is authentic, as we all become what we are around and yes there are some that overcome this, as they have someone in their life to help them do such. Tonight, I receive this from the baseball team that I helped coach last season, and it made me cry as Zion is missing from the team picture.
You see Joyce did not care about him playing baseball and I do not live in wonderland. I know with 100% fact that Joyce did not care about Zion playing baseball for only one reason, he had a life that she did not, and she was jealous of him.
Joyce did not get that she is cancer, and it was no way she was going to be a part of our family, and today it is no way in hell that she will be. I do not care what or who thinks that we should just work this out with her for Zion.
If Joyce wants to turn him into a DOC or DOA  number that is and will be his choice. As I do not back away from what I said, he is going to hate her for the rest of her life when he gets old enough and read about what she did to him. I was told to write a book about this, and I am.
My book will be about what my family had to go through to give Zion a life. What Joyce put our family thought and all the BS that we had to deal with. It will talk about all the facts in this case as I have each and every court record; order and motion in this case.
I am not going to write a book about what I think happened; I am going to write one about what did happen. Joyce took a child that was on the path to greatness. Zion had some baseball skills, and he loved the sport and wanted to play in high school and on. 
Fact it cost about $600 on up to sign your child up for baseball as it cost more for this sport than any other. Fact Joyce gets food stamps; Zion has gone from a child that had his own bank acct to one that has his name on a  Link card.
So how on earth can Joyce pay for him to play,  when she cannot afford to feed him now? What gets me so mad is the fact that the Judge and GAL did what they did because they hated me. Now Joyce can hate me all she wants, but unlike that Judge and GAL, if Zion needed something or god forbid got sick, Danny and I are the only ones that could help her, and we are not.
I told this to the GAL in the Adoption case when Joyce took Zion; she also took on all the bills that come with him.  Sorry, she wanted to be a mom, so now she will have to pay to play. His eyeglasses are not free, Joyce needs to wake up, as Trump has made so many cuts to aid. Now, Zion will not be going to his own private Dr. anymore (where he knew her, and she has been his Dr. since he was 3)
Zion will do the Free clinic with Joyce; he will not get his lunch made for him to take to school anymore.  In all the years he was in school he never ate the school lunch. I had to buy his lunch for him each week, and on those days I forgot it was going to get him the Veg Kids Meal at $6 a pop.
This young man has gone from the life of a middle-class child; to one of a poor child and it is and will be a shock to him. So, what will he do? Well, he wants the best in life, so he is going to become a product of his environment. So, the next time a young black boy pulls a gun on you, or car jack you; you better look at him good as that young man will be a Zion.
This is the reason why I decided to become the head coach next season (Zion is not playing fall baseball, as this was the first year he could), as I have one love outside of my children and that is helping to keep young black boys from putting that gun to your head.
Last week a young woman was killed by young men who had a mother just like Joyce and a Judge like Susan Kennedy-Sullivan. Also in the news that young man that was gun down by the CPD mother was trying to avoid going to court as she does not want to talk about his past. As once more he was a young man that Zion can become.
I am sorry to be so harsh about this, but I talk about the young men I met in Cook  County Jail.  I talk about one that called his dad all kinds of B’s and H’s, and he told him that he hated him and when he gets out he is going to Muck Him up! This young man talks about how his dad has done nothing for him.  Well as I said that would be Zion.
You tell me and keep it real; you have everything you could want in life, and someone takes it all away from you, and they do it for one reason, they are jealous; what will you feel about them?
As a child I never wanted for anything in life as my mom got everything I wanted for me, and that was the case until I turn 17th, and my stepfather came into the picture, and he told her to stop buying me everything and let me, man, up.
Well, I hated him for some time for this; that was until I got the point where I said, he did what he did, but it was my mom that cut me off. Well, Joyce came into Zion life for one reason and only one, she wanted to help so that she can live.
Joyce was not smart enough to understand that the government has cut all that off (as they should). No more hands out just because you have a child. I know that Link does not get you Pizza Friday, or birthday where you can go shopping and pick out your gifts up to $200. Or new everything for back to school. No Link gets you moving twice a year; not having lights on, not having your own cell phone. For that, He WILL HATE HER!