Need WVON

I must post this as a Real Black Man it kills me that we do not support each other the way others do.

I know for a fact that had David Gotzh did what he did to a young non-black child he would have to face the power of those within that group.

I have reached out to each and all so-called black groups, news folks; and policymaker; all for not. I do not run from the fact that I am and have always been a very private person as I use to deal with folks like him on my own.

However, I am at the age of my life where I want to walk that road where I can be more and do more. However, my hope and love for these so-called black groups are fragile. There is not one, and you better known, not one so-called group that talk about doing something to lift up or the better of black folks that I did not send this story too; not ONE!

As I write this; not ONE has sent me anything back.  The facts are that the only groups or people that have reached out to me are those run and control by non-black; White ones. They understand and seem to care about this story, and I just do not get this, I am sorry I do not.

We are not talking about Zion, and time will take care of those issues. The fact if we do not win in court, it will be for only one reason and one reason only CVLS and David lied and fake court records.   Since they are lawyers; it was and it my word that they are fake to them not saying anything about them.

I never get how we want to talk about what the White man is doing to us, how he is destroying our people; well he cannot destroy a house that is built from the ground up. 

We are weak at the foundation as we are founded on a base that has become rotten at the core. We have so much self-hate, and this love for dead presidents has blinded us.

This is not only in your house, but my house also. I do not hide from the fact that my mother took in Joyce after all the bull shit that she did to my family. All the lies that she told and the fact that she right out lied to get me lock up.  The woman that gave me life did this after I asked her not to do it, she did it for $25 a Week.

She let Joyce come back into her house, and like a snake, she bit her as she should have. Joyce was running Johns up in her house like it was nothing. The police told her it was nothing they could do about it. So, what does my mother do, she calls me.

This does not stop at her; I know about those family members of mine that sit up and use drugs with Joyce and Zion there.  I know about all, and most of the time I say nothing as this family foundation is also rotten at the core.

I want to be clear I do not look or wish for anything from a court system that has never done anything to help a black man; it was not made or built for us. I do not look for help from anyone or these so-called black groups. I do not look for help from anyone in my family as I have fought this fight solo. 

I have paid some of the best so-called lawyers what they asked for; only to be told how the GAL; David Gotzh is breaking the law. 

Not one of these lawyers reported him, as like the police; it is this honor thing, and it was just a little black boy getting hurt.

I am in this fight solo to save the life of one little black boy at a time.

I do not know why Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan was removed from that courtroom; I would like to think it was due to me and my emails, fax; and just being an ass. As I was non-stop, you see Chief Judge Evans, Cook County Board President or Cook County Clerk or anyone in cook county and you ask about Zion and Mr. Muahmamd.  You better know that they are going to know two name Judge Susan Kennedy- Sullivan and David Gotzh! 

In 2020 if she does run, and one of those so-called Democrat back her, or wherever she goes to speak you better know that I am going to be there.

I am going to put my money and time into making sure that I go to every spot she speaks at and hand out flyers about her. I want her OFF THE BENCH!  I can share with you the emails that I get from folks that were going to hire David, and in looking him up, they came across my facts on this man. He a lawyer that lies and fake paperwork and he is a RACIST.

I hope CVLS lawyers take him as their client, that way they are married to each other.  They cannot toss him under the bus, and that will only help my case.  He will be to CVLS what Mark Fuhrman was to LAPD.

I just need the chance to put my case on; I just need to reach that one person. In the past it was getting on WVON, I need another Charles Butler to talk about this.

Strange Fruit indeed

I want you all to know that I do my best thinking at this time of night that is why I am up by 3 A.M. I get to look out into the sky and think about what life has for me, and good or bad I am going to be man enough to accept it.

I have asked that you share this as I do not ask for money, as money is not going to change this system it will take someone who gets to the point where enough is enough. We have so many Zion in the city; for that in this county.

How many young men of color are placed into the system by no fault of their own? Zion was a young 12-year-old who had his whole life ahead of him, and with the pen of a racist that was all change. I am going to my grave, making sure that his story does not go away as I want to make sure that we do not have or make anymore Zion’s.

He was not only used by Joyce, the gal, cvls; and the judge; but he was used by a system that loves to overlook young black boys. I see the cry for those that cross the borders and come here looking for a better life; dam what about those that were taken from their land and brought here in the belly of the ship children?

Let me be the first to say that after looking at the options for 2020; Trump will be reelected; as that is due to the fact that you have these White folks like David Gotzh that come into the black and brown house to use them and take what they have, to only look down on them with their friends.

I sit here as I know that to them, I am that Nigga, I am that Nigga that would have been right out lynched 50 years ago; for that 20 years ago. Now, they do the lynching in the courts, and there are too many people of color that are there setting up the rope and tree.

We do not have a problem with not having options; we have a problem with too many that do not care. This State gives away so much money to help people, I am sorry to break this down to you, but it does.  The problem is that it gives the money to people like Joyce, those that are sick in the head and do not understand that you take what is giving and used it to get up not say where you are.

I live around mostly Hispanic and let me break this to you, they work, but they also get the link and other social funds. The only thing is that they used these funds to work up. I can be in the store and watch them buy 10 and 20 of the same items and pay for it with a link; as I know, that product will end up in their store. We as black folks, will go and buy shit that we do not need only to be broke by the middle of the month.

It is this old saying about teaching a man to fish; as I have said too many of us do not know or care to learn how to fish. My mom asked me this week do I recalled going fishing, and the White folks put a rope up in the tree and called us Nigga. Hell, yes, I recalled that as it happens right here in IL; now down in the south. I have been living and fighting racism all my life; so, this fight is nothing new to me.

To all those lawyers and others black folks that knew what was going on the 18th floor of the cook county probate court and said nothing; you are no better than the White folks there were killing young black souls; you are worse than them. I can tell you this; no White person would allow this to happen to their children.

90% of the significant office's holders in Cook County is a person of color, and they do nothing as those that look like them are Lynch; you all are just like the house negro sitting in the big house watching your own hanging from the trees.

Strange Fruit indeed Southern trees bear a strange fruit,

Blood on the leaves and blood at the root,

Black bodies swinging in the southern breeze,

Strange fruit hanging from the poplar trees.

Service not Notice

I want to make it clear; I do not like David Gotzh; I respect the Court, and I know that I must live in a county where the first thing anyone sees when they see me is a black man. Funny thing is that we talk about Cuba; however, there I am only a Man!

Now, I know that CVLS has been looking at my blogs; I have known for some time that David looks at them as he has talked about them in court. Now, he can talk about me and my blog; however, he does not say anything about Joyce working the streets, her use of drugs around Zion; she brings all these men into Zion life.

No, he does not care about those things as he is like most White Racist; they are Weak Men. They attack those that cannot protect themselves. He is the reason that lawyers get the bad name they do and those that run CVLS are the reason that racist can hurt others. All those lawyers in that case that knew for a fact what David and the Judge were doing should be disbarred. As they have discredited the oath, they took.

I know that for many, it is and always about the money. I do not give a hoot about money; I do nothing in life for money; I do it for the love that I have in what I am doing. I have done more to help young black boys than those like David will ever do in their life. Now, he wants to call me names, he wants to talk about the man I am; I have known about his personal life since this case started, and I have yet to go public with what I know about him.

All those gloves will come off in my civil case; I want to show everyone just what type of man he is. He thinks that I just have a private investigatory on Joyce, No, I hire one for him the day he told me not to show up on “CP” time. When he said that to me, Riviera came out, and I wanted to know everything about him, from his wife to his family out west. I asked him to remove himself from this case when he told me that he and I could meet man to man; it was at that point I knew his fabric.

To tell the truth, I did not care about him as this case was in the adoption court, and I just wrote him off. But nope he got into the ear of that Judge, and like more White folks you tell them that A black man is bad, they say oh yes, he is a bad black man. I cannot wait for the day to find out what he told her as on 2.21.18 she came to court talking to me about Zion and how I needed to stop trying to control stuff, and how she wanted him to be a little killer. I stood there and said she has lost her dam mind. No, she did not, Davide the Racist got into her ear as he picks up real fast, she was a weak Judge and should not be on the bench.

The lady that runs CVLS knows this; however, once more White folks back each other up; they do not care. You see all those pictures of black men being lynched there where good White folks there that said nothing. I am going to be that bee that will stay in their ear; as I know there is a smoking gun; I know that someone has dirt under them, and It is my job to bring it to light.

I have done the paperwork to have the court review the case; as once more Davide pull the Race card out, he talks about notice so much that the court felt this case was about Notice when it was all about Service. Funny as CVLS wants to fight me on getting service on David; they did more about me getting service on David than they did about Joyce getting in for Zion. I guess for CVLS money if more important to them; than some little black boy.

I know that one day I am going to get someone to talk about this, I have been pushing my pollical card to get those folks downstate to look into how does CVLS makes its money. How are they paid as everything is about the money? I know that Cook County is paying them, and that money is coming from the taxpayer. As such I have been bugging the President of Cook County board and other members about this. Why should our tax money go to support anyone that hire and support racism?

"24"

In 24 hours, a young black boy life will forever change, and his life is in the hand of 3; those being the three justices for the First District Appellate court. What is at hand is very simple, can a party go to court and never attempt or get service and not only does the judge allows this to happen; however, she knows that she is doing is wrong. The system we have did not protect Zion; his GAL did not protect him; all these parties allow their hate and my race to get in the way.

I am not going to stop; I am not going to sit down anywhere, and I am not going to let this case fade away into the night. I am sitting on pin and needle as I am 100% sure that Zion does not have a clue what is about to happen. The court has many options that it can take, but the top 3 are:

•    Do nothing and let the Judge ruling stand

•    Vacate what the Judge did and send the case back down to the probate court

•    Vacate what the Judge did and sent the case back down to be merged into the adoption court.

Those are about the only way I can see this court going. Now there are other less critical issues that the court must look at; was the judge in her power when she put that Op on me, did the GAL abuse his duty and should there be sanction or referral to ARDC and the Judicial Board. All those issues I do not care about; as we all know, nothing is going to happen to them.

I sit here looking at the numbers and it just a shock how all these people benefitted off the pain of Zion; Joyce was able in the first time on her own life somewhere longer than six months. CVLS made money off this case; David Gotzh made money as he was the lawyer of the month for CVLS (wow, a racist is a lawyer of the month!) The judge was able to stay a judge.

Wow, I have so many felling going on inside of me, and they are all because for the past year I have felt like a part of me has died. I cannot get the look of Zion out of my head when he looks up at me as to say dad help me. I am so dammed mad that I can only vent through my pen. I am ready for anything as I have said I am a black man living in a land where I was 3/5 of a person and for many I still am.

I have paid lawyers for nothing as they were only looking at Zion as the next house payment. We lose so much time in our family; we miss memories that we can never get back. I have been working on this building for going on for two years because I have not been able to work. How can I do anything, how can I enjoy life when I know that he is dealing with.  I am ready to take this issue up the U.S Supreme Court as we want to care about those children that are displaced at the borders when there was one displace right in a cook county courtroom.

Fears of a Strong Black Man!

Central Park 5, I have not watched it yet, as I am old enough to recall it firsthand. Now I am shocked at the fact that some of you pretended as if this is news to you. I ask myself; did you go to the same JSU that I did, did you take any history classes taught by someone real?

This is not new and it so sad that some of my lawyer friends want to pretend as they do not know that this goes on each day right now in courtrooms. The flip a coin on who goes home and who gets time. Justice is and has never been about guilt or not; it is and will always be about Race. I am not your Negro; I said that to say that I have been around the block and I have talked to some women that were the top of the class, but airheads.

I can watch a movie like Roots and cry with a sister or Becky, and Becky can understand why she is crying; while the sister just cries because she does not know why. For me, Race is not black and white; race is a mindset that goes deeper than black and white. I am one that understands that there are many more brothers in jail for one simple fact, they were black.

I say this with no disrespect; you answer me this, Cook County State Atty office is run by a black woman, there are more Black women working there; however, cook county jail is over 90% black, those going to court are black; those getting time are majority black. Do black men commit more crimes than anyone else; no, they do not. The Chief Judge in Cook County is a black man; he is the one that put the judges in the courtrooms.

So when you all sit up and watch shows like central park 5, and it makes you feel like you want to cry, I have to ask you where was the tears before now; or were you not awake to what has and will keep going on in the non-justice system here in American.

What happens to Zion and how CVLS and David Gotzh help to do a judicial lynching on me has been going on for years. CVLS gets it money and funding just as the Church does; people give time and money to them as they keep black folks lock up, point me one case that they have done to help, as I know firsthand, they did nothing to help Zion. They all knew the Judge was wrong; however just as those in central Park 5 knew the truth they said nothing and just went along.

“A strong black man can't be replaced by no other.
Truly a man bred by his mother, 
and Inbred by his father. 
Taught to stand on the strength of his beliefs,
not to be debriefed by another's disbelief.
Trust in his moral standards, 
not to rely on double standards. 
A strong black man teaches his flock to 
teach one reach one;
never to beseech anyone.
Preaching the truth is our proof 
of a strong black man.
Beside every strong black man;
there is a strong black woman.
She's his guiding light. 
It's his God given right to treat her right;
to preserve his family, in the utmost respect in God's light.
She will carry the torch for her strong black man,
standing along side him during all kinds of demands;
on his manhood as a father, brother, son, uncle, nephew.
A strong black man's life evolves around the upholding of
his land, as he plans the future of his clan; climbing that
ladder set by God to test his resolve, to stay involved
to handle all trials and tribulations of God's plan.
A strong black man has to live life humble to receive
his blessings; from the most prestigious entity of all.
After all he is the one that created woman from a man's
rib, she is the sustainer of all your falls.
She'll pick you up when you can't stand tall; 
helping you stay a strong black man that, 
might need a helping hand from the woman
overall; you chose her to be apart of your life as she
stands by your side, after all she is your wife.
A strong black man takes the reins of his life to provide,
the stability to get thru life preventing any pitfalls.
A strong black man always stand tall, overall; he is the
driving force that our Lord has appointed, 
husband & father to take a stand on his glorious land.
The Lord reminds us that we can still fall from grace once
we stand tall; as we humble ourselves to our Lord to not
fall with disgrace; live life with a humble grace.
A strong black man has taken care of his clan following
God's master plan.”