Sunday, December 29, 2019

Chickens Coming Home

Why; this is something that I keep asking myself, and it seems that the answer will never be given. For others, they feel that I should just let it go and accept what happened as his will; I ask the question who is “his,” and didn’t he give me the power within to keep on fighting? I m a fighter, and that is all I know how to do; to give up is just not the man that I am.

My oldest came home from school as he has not been backed up this way in about three years. He wanted to stay in the room on the top floor as it has this built-in bookshelf that he can store his books on. However, he did not want to stay there once he saw the room as that was to have been Zion room, and it has all these things in there.

Now, this fact is true; when Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan took Zion from us; David Gotzh, who was his GAL was so dammed mental sick with hate; that he did not want Zion to take anything. Joyce's IQ and thinking are no higher than a person in 8th grade, so all that she did was under David’s orders. They did not want him to have his clothes, games, books, and all the items that we have got him. These sick people were so built up with hate that they did not want him to take his cell phone, as I quote, he might call us and tells us what is going on.

So, for me, I know that Zion is lost. I know that he is not going to just walk back into our lives and not be affected by what was done. I know of people that have lost a child to death, and I understand the pain that they live with. For us, it is a different pain; as it is not a day, I do not think about Zion and what hell he is dealing with in his life. When I hear about any young man in Chicago that has been killed, I think about Zion.

So, for me, this is a pain of death that comes to me in one way or another each day; it is a pain that was caused solo by the fact that a Raciest wanted to lynch me and the only way he could do it was to hurt Zion. How sick of a person is that; I bet is something was to happen to one of theirs, that would be like chickens coming home to roost. How can a man say that he is a father and go out and hurt other children?

Well, I had to think about the mindset that a person has when they hate someone because of race. Think back to slaver and wonder how the slave owners could do the sick things that they did to the slaves; and their children. Well, to them, they were not people; they were less than that of a dog, and it was common for people to take their dog out back and put them down for anything. So, for David Zion, life was not more than the life of a dog.

I had my son take Zion things and put them away as I did not do this because, for me, I do not want him ever to think that I gave up on him; that I did not fight for him. The mind games that have been done to him will forever scar his life, and when the times comes, I want him to be able to read what took place and understand why. This young man's life was destroyed because to David Gotzh and Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan, he was less than their own.





Tuesday, December 24, 2019

3/5th of a person


What does depression look like, what does it sound like?
It is during this time that more Americans for some reason or another experienced depression, and for many of them, they do not see the end of the year; as it has been said to me, not everyone will see you in the next year or finished the year with you.
I can say that I know that I am depressed and have been such for over a year, and talking to someone about it would not help. I live my life unable to sleep at night as I find myself up by 3 am just looking into my life, and I feel empty inside. As I said for many, they cannot see this as I do a great job of masking my depression; and I am thankful that I older and smarter than I used to be.
A younger me would look for someone to blame; I would look for someone to vent my pain on. The reason that I am in this position has to do with the fact that I was born to Negro parents, and there is nothing in this world that will change this fact. All the money in the world will not change the fact that to people like Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan, CVLS, and David Gotzh, I am a Negro and a 2nd class person that does not have the same rights as others.
I find myself looking up into the sky on my way south, thinking about what has changed in over 100 years in American when it comes to race. The answer is nothing, not a dam thing. Yes, I can ride on the bus, spend my money and go to the movies with my ex-slave master; however, I am still not considering his equal. We both bleed; we both cry, and I am sure that we both love our children.
However, to my ex-slave master, my children's life is worthless to him; he still looks at them and me as 3/5th of a person whom life is not worth a bucket of dog shit. In fact, to my ex-slave master, a dog and cat life is worth more than mines. There is nothing, and I say this with all that I have in my soul; there is nothing that will bring an end to racisms in American. As long as we have an American, we will have those that think they are better solo due to their skin.
Tonight as young children get ready to go to bed with the dreams of opening gifts in the morning I cannot help but think about Zion and the fact that race is the reason that he is not in his home; in his bed; going to bed after he has been up all day trying to court gifts and make sure he has more than his brothers and sisters.
Like children would do he would do his best to guess what he had and he knew that mom and dad were the ones to buy his gifts; however, he wanted to put cookies out; I guess they were for me as I was going to be the one putting anything together. It is these simple things in life that make a child a child; it is the innocent in children that all black children should be able to have. 
What makes their children any better; what makes their son any better than mines? Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan talks about a young 12-year-old black boy should not have dreams he should not play baseball like white boys; he should not have dreams of growing up to play baseball as he is just a negro and should be in jail or dead by the time he reaches 18. This is what they do best in cook county; they put young black boys into these boxes where there is no hope.
I want to say that I cannot; I cannot stand with a passion how people love to give toys and bags a food to black children during this time of year. We have such a lack of understanding of history that we do not know where this tradition comes from. The slave masters use to give treats and gifts to the slave during this time to paly this psychology fuck game on them. Beat their ass all year and give them that one day to look for where the beating would stop.
As mental abuse is far worse than physical abuse, as the scars will heal; however, the mind would carry that abuse around and pass it on down to their child. I have been very soft-spoken, and I have done my best to rely on my slave master courts for justice; however, he has taught me a hard lesson; righteousness is not for the negro; it is just for him and his children.

Friday, December 20, 2019

“I am American”


As I waited to leave, it kept going thought my mind that I was going back to being a nigga; I was no longer just a man, I had to come back to the label that was put on me by my ex-slave masters. Here in American, we have one box that we all must check; they allow some to not even check the sex box anymore; however, that one that deals with race is a must.

I cannot be a man; I cannot just be me; I must be a black; or African American or nigga. Why is this? I sat on the plane crying to myself, and the funny thing is not too many people notice this. I could not let my tears be seen as to be a black man with the last name Muhammad in American might just get me kick off that flight. As I can be a white want in a White Sheet with a cross on it and I will get a first-class seat.

I hate it, no, I do not think that you all understand I HATE being a label, and I hate the fact that I live in a land that we love to say that we are free. I came onto my block last night after midnight, and two white policemen were standing in the road. On a street that has nothing but homes. They had flashlights out looking into cars.

Now what were they looking for, I would guess seat belts; however, for a nigga in American all that I could think about is how I just left Cuba and come back to the USA and in one wrong move, I could have my life taking. These cops had on mask covering their faces (it was cold out last night), and the only reason I knew they were police were due to the fact that there was a police car parked.

Tell me once more, where do I live? What freedom do I have; yes, I can live to buy items that I do not want or need; I can eat myself into a health issue, and I can as of 1/1/20 used drugs out in the open if I choose. However, I still can lose my life just for being a black man in a land where I am hated for just being a black man.

Next week I have court as my case with CVLS is up, and once more I will have to deal with their lawyers trying to get the case toss; as this time it is still about the facts that they feel it is ok to be a racist as that is the American way. We have a man in the White House that is proud of this fact, so why can’t CVLS have lawyers working for them, that feels the same way is what they say.

I am in so much pain, and I know that this is taking about ten years off my life. It is not one day that does not pass that I do not think about Zion or what was done to him, and for what every life that I have on this earth, that is no money in the world that will replace that hole in my soul. I am never going to forgive or forget Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan, David Gotzh, or CVLS. As they destroyed my family for just one reason and only one RACE!

I was told that they could do whatever they want; we might not live in Cuba; but as a black person in American, I do not live any differs. If you have never been to Cuba, please do not try and tell me how much better it is here in American, as you do not know what you talk about, or you are not a black person. As a black man, I know that at any giving date or time, I can have my life taking from me, and not one tear would be drop; as that is the American, I know.

So yes, I am an angry black man, as I am so angry that I cannot just be a man; I have to be a label that is placed on me. I ask someone from Cuba what race are you; they look at me and say, “I am Cuban” Light, dark as night; the answer does not change, “I am Cuban.” Try that in American; when someone asks you what you are just say “I am American,” you will find out very fast what you are. If you are a person of color and do this, you might be told as the handcuff is going on.

Sunday, December 15, 2019

Born Day!


Well, it is another year in the books for me as I can look back over 2019 as the Anniversary of my date of being born falls on 12/15 with just 16 days left before we bring in a new year. This year I am going to enjoy my day in Cuba. Many have asked me why Cuba; what is about this place that keeps me coming back.
Well, let me drop some knowledge on many of you as I have been told; Oh, that place is a communists' place, and they do not have a system of justice. They only thing different about Cuba and Cook County is the fact that when they BUCK you, it is in Spanish. Pleases stop thinking that we who live in American are so free and we have so many rights.
I have witnessed, not been told, or read in a book; I witness with my own eyes how the so-called justice system that we think we have is a joke. We have judges that do not follow the rules of law, and they do this because they know that they can get away with it. I was told we have a system of checks and balances in place. Let me be clear; it would take an act of your god to overturn anything a judge does. That is why there are so many innocence black men sitting in jail or who have been put to death. 
A judge who allows perjury in their courtroom; allows forge and fake documents, and you want to tell me, but there was proof. As I have been taught, it is not what you say but what you can prove; well in cook county, that is not true. Well, some will say that we have lawyers that are there to make sure that the judge does their job. Oh yes, lawyers like David Gotzh; he is just like all those public defenders that know their client did nothing, however, tell them to plea just so that they can go home or not get put to death.
This man is a White Nationalist that made it clear, he does not like Nigga’s, and he wishes they would go away. The so-called ARDC and Judicial Board are a Joke, as their only job is to pretend that they are doing a job. We have people in political office who cover their eyes to injustice as it does not get them to a higher position, like Drug Police for the state. I only question will she overlook all the un-justice that will take place in that position as she did in her district?
Do not question my facts as I have the proof to support everything that I speak about, I have it, and the problem is that no one cares. The system we have in place is one that is built on racism and will live off that; as long as it is only black men going and being put to death, their systems work. In Cuba, when they do this to someone, it is not about the skin but the politics. 
I come to Cuba to be Free, kind of fuck up that I must come to a so-called communists place to be a free black man. However, they do not see me as such; they do not judge me or treat me different due to my skin, and some do not even know that I am American; until I open up and speak. I can walk around with the freedom that I will not get stopped for just being black. No shopping while black, cabs do not pass me up due to being black, and I do not get the eating out while black treatment.
You do not have to trust what I say, as I am sure that many of you have been brainwash into the false belief that if it is not in a red, white, and blue flag, it is not right.  Our so-called justice system is set up so that 99 guilty men can go free, just to save that one innocence. Well, that is backward as we kill and lock up 99 innocence just to get that one we think is guilty.
As I said, I am sure that many of you will read this and totally disagree with it; I am sure that some of your work in this system that area to brainwash or enjoy the fact that you can drive that nice car and you are not going to say anything. It has been asked how could slaver in American last longer her than any place before; well comfortable, some too many slaves enjoy having a room in master’s house, being able to eat the scraps from his table. Same Today!

Thursday, December 5, 2019

Private Investigator


I have noticed on the news they have been pushing adoptions and have been showing cases. Now, why is it that there are so many Clear folks’ adoption of young black children?
Now I do not care about this; what gets me is there are too many sisters and brothers that could be doing the same; however, you all want to adopt cats; doges, goats, and anything but a little black child.  Let me be clear we did not attempt to adopt Zion until 2017 because we were told that he would get money for school. Once I was told that was just another DCFS lie; we did the paperwork.
It is a fact that we were in court doing the adoption, and Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan and David Gotzh said to me in my face that they were going to everything in their power to stop it. FACT; the Judge said in court on the record that we should have come to her courtroom, but we were up in the adoption court trying to adopt him. 
I shit you not, and I do not joke about this fact, and it makes me question why? Why did the Judge not want us to adopt Zion? Let see all our children have or will get a degree; none of them have been in jail; they are not going around doing drugs, and Zion was an A student. So, on paper, we were doing a dam good job. It is a fact that the Judge remarks on what a great job we were doing and how she wanted to stop that.
I have been told that I need to move on, or what I should just let this go; WHAT THE FUCK! We had a child taking from us; we had a part of our lives ripped out from under us, and it was solo done because a RACISTS wanted such; I will be dammed or dead before I let this go. I am going to fight with the last breath that I have, and I want to be clear DAVID GOTZH did this, and if you hire him for anything, you are a dam FOOL!
I put my life on the fact that this man fake paperwork in this case; he lied and broke the law and was able to do it because he is a white man, and in Cook County, you can get away with murder if you are. What happens in Cook County would have never happened in the deep woods of Mississippi, as they might hate my black skin, but they will say we are not paying to take care of that black child. These so-called Democrats in this state look at the poor as their voting base.
Keep black folks dumb; on food stamps, depending on the government to take care of them and you build a voting base that you will never lose. Vote Democrat and get link; section 8 housing and never have to work a day in your life. Have many babies and don’t worry about taking care of them as the State will do that (and lock them up to get paid back).
I have seen grown black men talking about passing their section 8 down and how, when they get their money on their link, they are going to eat well. The majority of us would love to get some link; the only difference is that we want it for that come up; they want it to live. I wish one of my children would say to me that they are waiting on their link to eat; or that they are going to move to another state to get them some section 8. Hell no, but Joyce wanted and needed Zion back for this reason, and Davide Gotzh helps her get it.
I have a pended civil case where I am taking CVLS and David Gotzh to court for violating my rights; I have been trying to get a lawyer to take this case; however, I am suing lawyers and not too many want to do it. So, like everything in my life, I must put on my big boys’ shoes and do it myself.
I need to find a private investigator in Ohio and Washington State as I have run into a roadblock getting more information on David Gotzh; if you know, anyone let me know.

Wednesday, December 4, 2019

Endangered Species.


I have to come back to Crook County as I have court on Thursday. I am doing all that I can to hold up the light that so many before me carried; this case is with Menard and the fact that they have a practice of stopping black shoppers and shaking them down for payoff.

The way it was told to me is that Jay (black LP) will target blacks’ folks that come into the store and follow them as he is racial profiling them. This is what he did to me. Now, case law is clear on this, and to prove a case, you must be stopped or accused of shoplifting.

Now, this was done to me, and yet the lawyers are trying to say that I should not be able to argue the case law that I site because I was not searched, and I was allowed to leave. Now, the only reason that I was is that I am not a dumb ass nigga.

Now, when he touches me outside the store, that is assault as he does not have the legal right to touch me at all; and he sure in hell cannot do it outside the store. Next to tell me that I was going to pay for a tool that was on display that I used was a Joke to me.

However, I have been told many stories about this man and what he has been doing to black shoppers. Now stop and frisk only work, due to the playing the odds. As I explain to one of the LP guys, if you stop or watch all Clear folks that come into the store, you will have a high number of cases on them as that is all you target.

It is has been said by some that I look for issues and problems or that I am like glue when it comes to them. Well, I have a father of 3 black boys, and I must fight so that they do not. I have less year ahead, and I am not going to spend them on dumb shit. I do not waste my time on such. I am a black father before I am anything else. It is too bad that too many of you do not get this.

When my time upon this earth comes to an end, I will be happy if the only people that see me off are my children, as I know that I have done the job that I was put on this earth to do. And this is to be the best dad that I can. I don’t care about who else like me or not, as they are the only ones who respect what I want or need.

I am going after CVLS, David Gotzh, and Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan due to the fact that they have a system in place that is set out to destroy young black boys, and this is something that I cannot live with it.

I do not care what you do in your life or who you hate or dislike; however when you use your powers to hurt young black boys-based solo on race, I have a problem with that.

In American, the biggest problem that we have is race! We see everything from a black and white point of view, and it is and will always be in the fabric of American. I have look David Gotzh in his eyes, and I have seen the devil that he is.  I have talked to him, and I know that he is not a real man and will never be one. A real man does not use women and children; only a punk would do such.

Our ex-slave masters did this; they use the act of breaking a man down before his woman and children to make him less, as the fear of the black man is real. They do not fear black women, as they know she is still a woman and can be controlled. However, the fear of the black man is genuine; that is how you destroy a race of people, you destroy their men.

Sad to say, we (black men) have been destroyed, so much we should be listed as an endangered species.

Monday, November 25, 2019

Edu?


I was at my black family dentist's office talking to the husband and wife team as she attended school at Alcorn. We were talking about my son and the fact that he is getting his master's in education on the 12/6/19 and how my daughter has hers in Children Psy.  Danielle has a master's in Edu, and I am about one chapter away from my Ph.D.; also, in education, and last, Daniel is in his 2nd year as a history major.

We all got our (or will get) undergrad degrees from Jackson State University and all this was something that my dentist said he was proud of.  We are a  family that has their problems; however, it is one that believes in education. It was something that David Gotzh had a problem with as he and the judge did not like this one fact.

I go back to the judge's remarks that led me to hit her with a judicial complaint when she said to me that the path Zion was on was not the best one for him; she said that him playing baseball and looking at where he will be going to school might not be best for him. She wanted him to be just another number; she wanted him to be one of those far too many young black men that we see on the news going to jail or being killed, and she and David laugh about this.

That was crazy to me; however, all too real as we do not want to see black children making it; if more black families were focused on making sure that their children do better than they did, we might not have to so dam depended on the government.

Some will say that what we put into Zion will help him make it; well, in the past year, these little boys have moved and gone to more school than the whole dam 12 years that we had him from pre-school to 6th grade. How in the hell does he make it with all those odds stack upon him? How? We love to say that all our children are equal, and they are not; those that grow up with love than to turn out better.

I Want you all never to forget that Name JUDGE SUSAN KENNEDY-SULLIVAN; those in cook county VOTE NO when you see her name on anything; send her back into nursing. I want you never to forget the name DAVID GOTZH; if you need a lawyer, do not hire him. And CVLS; question how it is their job to do what is best for children in this county as they get millions to do such and know that they are no better than DCFS when it comes to children in this state, as they said 79th and Essex is an up and coming part of the city and great for children (it #1 in gang shootings in the city)

As you all give thanks this week; I want you to think about those young men lock up in the jails across American; those on the street and as you get up on black Friday to spend, just hope one of those that we toss away children do not make it your last and put you into the black. We love to point fingers; however, do we question how they got to that point?

Friday, November 22, 2019

2018-L-011291


Checks and Ballance:
It is a fact that I sued Cook County Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan and cook county back in 2018 (2018-L-011291). My case was based on the fact that she allowed her personal feeling and race to interfere with her judicial duties.
My case was dismissed as they would not allow me a black man to sue a judge. Now the facts are clear as there are laws that allow for a judge to be sued, however, as I have learned there is no checks and balance when it comes to judges in cook county and the only time that a judge is sanction is when they are black.
Cook County Chief Judge Evans has a history of coming after black judges for little things and allowed those non-black to get away with murder. Why? This is because it is more vital for him to sit in that office; as such, he knows that he needs the white judges to vote for him, and the black ones will just vote because he is black.
I think that if a Black woman ran for that seat, she would win, as I am sure that this will give those black judges an out. The job of the Chief judge is to run the courts and have oversight over the judges under him and to place them into the courtrooms. So, we need to think about this; when we want to say that this judge should not be in this courtroom, such as there is no way that Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan should be in probate as she has abused her power for a personal reason.
However, it might be pay to play, it might be that her husband has some dirt, or it is that "good old boy" system in place when black and brown children are the ones that pay the price. I must fight in this court system where the rule of law does not come; first, I have to fight in a system where those that look like me run; however, they do not think like me.
If a person has their foot on my back, keeping me down, does it make a difference if that person if black or white? No, it does not; the fact is that they have their foot keeping me down is all that makes a difference.
I have been talking about this issue for years, and it seems that for the most part many do not care; as they go about their day to day lives, they never ask that question, how did we get here? What makes a person snaps; what makes these young men end up on the streets taking lives without a care.
I keep saying over and over it goes back to the court systems. We have too many judges that sit on the bench, making laws and making killers. Well, Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan took pride in her body court, and she said; she is the judge, and laws do not matter to her. 

Wednesday, November 20, 2019

Am I my Brother’s keeper



I was having a conversation with one of my boys about this fact as I told him that it is my job to make sure that my boys make it, and it is also my job to make sure that his son and others make it. He told me that all he cares about is his sons.
Well, it is this mindset that leads to stories like this; what happened in this man's life that put him into the position where he was out there with a gun robbing banks. I am sure that most of you do not give a care as you just look at him like trash. Something that you feel we should just toss away and discard like the trash we put out each week.
Well, this young man came into this world just as Zion did; with the whole world just for him and one, left or right turn can make all the difference. I talk about the last time that I was able to teach and how I was before four white women, and one ask me why do I want to teach, and I told him to make sure that young black men do not have to deal with this racist system that we have.
It has been over three months since we talked to Zion; it has been over three months since we have seen him, and I have gone out of my way to find him, and just like that, he is lost. I know that someone knows where he is living, I know that he is out in these streets thinking that we just toss him away like trash.
I give you my word that I am going to keep on fighting, I am not only going to fight for him, but all the other Zion is out here,  as I am my brother’s keeper. That young man that was hurt during this shot out was not in the wrong place at the wrong time; he was in a place where the universes wanted him to be.
I want to let CVLS, David Gotzh, and Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan that I have not gone anywhere, I have just been sitting back watching them and taking notes.  As long as I have life in my body, I am not going to let them forget what they did as racist hope that, like most negro’s, I forget or go off and pray to some god to forgive them. Sorry, that is not who I am.
We have a system that can be changed; however, it will take work to change it, and we need solder’s that want to make that change. Yesterday I watch as a group of people stood in the cold waiting for someone to come and pick them up to take them somewhere to sleep. I get up and drive past this place where women, children, and men sleep on the side of this building. All the shelters in this area have closed; the so-called church folks closed their doors to them.
The next four years of Trump will be what we need; we need someone to come and put their foot on our backs and make us get up and fight or just die off. Cut all the service and let the purges begin. We cannot lock everyone up; we cannot house them all; someday, they are going to get out. Just as you go about your life thinking that this is not your problem, going to the store shopping life will happen.
We do not come into this world to live; no, we come in to die; and the keys to life is how do you live your life to die? Are you going to live on your back waiting to die; or will you stand on your feet and fight like a man, as too many of you are going out on your knees. I have died before, and now I live to fight on my feet as I refuse to go out being buck by anyone.
I spoke about us not having any check and balance when it comes to judges and other political folks, and I was told that we do; it is called voting. The problem with that is we do not vote, and too many of us are dumb voters. We go into the both and just vote blind, we do not read or study about the person that we are going to vote for. We allowed others to tell us whom we should vote for; trust me, your pastor is not the person to tell you who you should be voting for.
Let the church does God's work; open those doors to the poor, and not just to feed them twice a year to make yourself feel good. This is a callout to all black men, be the man that “God” made you out to be. Stand on your feet and stop letting your woman turn you into a she-bitch and fight for not only your family but for all those that look like you. I will offer help to anyone, and it is not one person that can say I would not and have not as I said ‘I AM MY BROTHERS KEEPER!”

Wednesday, November 13, 2019

History Today .


History is going on as A President of the USA is having an Impeachment Hearing.
This is the first time in some of your lifetime and might be the last...
This will be my 3rd as it has only happened four times ..
Wow. Look at CNN or some news outlet and watch when you have time...
For those that say it should not happen, do not have a clue about history and how the Laws should word. This must happen just as Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan should be voted off the bench as she violated her duty as an Illinois Civil Court Judge per all the rules under the laws. ...
David Gotzh, lawyers in that case, also violated his oath they took under the rules of professional conduct and should be disbarred...
However, in the state of Illinois, we do not have the rules of law for everyone; we only lock up or punish those who are of color; or those that help those that are color.  I am not a lawyer; however, I can lay out a case to show how both Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan and David Gotzh both lied and commented fraud and allow others to come and put their hand up, to tell the truth, and lie. Per Judge Kennedy-Sullivan, “I do not care who lies; I do not trust you.”
Yes, A cook county judge who sits on the bench in this state said this from the bench, and nothing was done. No one took the time to investigate this, and if it was, nothing was done. How is that fair? They both have life and death in their hands. She sits on the bench where she has and can send people to jail or take someone's life, and she admitted that she allows her personal feelings and race to cloud her views.
How can anyone tell me that we have a system of justice; how can anyone tell me that we have rules and laws that are color blind when I know for a fact that they are not. We go about our days as this is the norm in cook county. What do those that write the laws do; are their laws just simple words on a paper that hold no weight?
If the actions that Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan was allowed to do are not grounds to be removed from the bench, what is? This is not about a party; this is not about anything but right and wrong. I showed the courts and CVLS that David Gotzh was a racist and they both said that does not make him a bad lawyer; well, when he allows his personal feeling to come into play, when he lies, when he forages court documents; and when he goes out of his way to allow those racist feeling to cloud his judgment he should be disbarred.
We the people should not be black people or white people; it should be ‘The People”; however, I am too old to buy into the fairy tales and just as the President will not be removed from offices; nothing will be done to Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan or David Gotzh as their only destroyed the life of a young 12-year-old black boy, and his life is not worth the time for those in power in the state of Illinois or Chief Judge Evans.

Monday, November 11, 2019

Writ of Certiorari

I watch this video from 1984, and it just brings tears to my eyes as we (black people in America) are fuck... We allowed our ex-slave master to pull us into this crazy life... Dam, all I can think about is that it has been a year since I have talked to Zion, and we do not know where he is or what he is doing. This is how killers are mad in cook county.

I give my word, and my word is bond that I am never going to let judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan, David Gotzh, and CVLS never to forget what they did to Zion and my family. I know that I fight this solo; because most, if not all, do not give a hell about Zion or these other little black children like him. They do not care until one of these lost children put a gun to their head, and at that point, we want to cry and ask why; this is how we make killers.

Vanishings black families have been real, and I talk about the numbers as this was in 1984, and our numbers have double. We gave too many single mothers, and just right down, no dam good mothers a crutch with public aid. In 1984 half of black young women to have a child did not and will not get married; Why? We have all these urban killers that were not born overnight; if we look into the mirror, we see that we made them overtime.

The cook county judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan talk about how to get a link; how to get public service; why? She knows just as CVLS does; if you bring up a child on a link, that child will grow to also live on a link and just like a person on drugs; we have a society that is dope up on public aid; food stamps and sucking the nipple of American.  I am so sick of this, and I hope that the system we have in place comes to an end.

Stop giving money to single mothers to have more babies; that you want to lock up; or teach them how to be killers. We do not educate them; we do not support them; no, we do as David Gotzh said; keep them out of the good none black part of town and put a gun into their hands to teach them how to be a ready-made killer.

Last Friday, I was able to attend the bloom township democratic party, and it was some folks there running for Judges, and they all talk a good game, and with each one, I told them about Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan and asks them to tell me what will make them any different than her. You see, when she ran for office, she gave that same bullshit; how she was going to make the world better in the end, she is and was a racist person who sits on the bench.

We have many of them in cook county; the only thing is that I think they would have learned how to be undercover. I think that CVLS did not know that David was a racist; however, they knew the judge was, and with both, they look the other way. I made it clear in court if you are not fighting to end racism, you are a racist... Well, many within CVLS are card-carrying white nationalists.

I am taking this case to the U.S. Supreme Court, as I am just waiting on them to send me the rules of the court, and after that, I am going to do my petition to writ of certiorari, and at that point, I hope that justice can come. In the end, it is too late for Zion as this young man is living a life of hell, and I am sure that CVLS, David Gotzh, and Judge Susan Kennedy- Sullivan can sleep well at night over that.


https://youtu.be/du0iZloQaOQ


Saturday, November 2, 2019

The Mark of the Beast


I was reading something that I received from some Israelite in Jackson (during homecoming), and it was nothing new to me as I am a student of history and I knew about the fact that as the European were going through their renaissance or enlightenment era it was Leonardo De Vinci that painted that picture of Jesus (who was never called by this name). It was Pope Alexander the 6th son Cesare Borgia (yes, that is right; the Pope had wife and children back in the day; they were not all into little boys).
Now, I also know the history of the Bible and how King James wanted a book to be written that would help to keep his people in slaver as some wanted out. Now, was the Bible written from the dead sea scrolls; Hell No. As a child, we were indoctrinated into 99% of the belief that we have; why in Hell would I; a so-called woke Black man still allow my Ex-Slave Master to mental control me.
Now, why waste my time writing this; well, I want all to know that I have fewer days ahead; than I had behind, and I am not going to walk in the dark; I am not going to allow my Ex-Slave master writes my history. The fact that Dr. King told us “do not let any man take your Manhood”; Too many of you have been reduced to the level of an animal and I will call you anything but a Man!
I want you all to study this picture, and I want you all to understand this. Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan needs to be removed from the Bench. She stood there and to my face and said that Zion does not need an educated; he needs to be not only poor; however, mental inferior as she and David were doing to do all that they could to make sure that this young black boy life is destroyed.
I have reached out too ALL the So-Called Black groups, newspapers, and so-called woke folks, and not one of them wrote back or said anything.  I have stood in this fight solo, and as a Real Man, I am not going to let anyone take my manhood, and I refuse to bow my head or bit my lip or let anyone Lynch me without a fight.
Revelation 13:15 and he had power to give life unto the image of the beast”, that the image of the beast should both speak, and cause that as many as would not worship the image of the beast should be killed.!
Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan and CVLS David Gotzh both said that Zion was bright, he was on track to be something great, and for them, that was not going to happen. They wanted him to be a thug with his ass out un-educated as to be anything else he should be killed. Well, when they sent him down to 79th over east, it was to kill him.

Wednesday, October 23, 2019

We only care once a Black Child dies


I am reading about the little girl that lost her life, and I wonder why no one cared for this child before it got to this point? We are a society that only cares about black children once they have lost their lives or has taken a life. I look at all the uproar that is going on about the teacher's strike, and I ask myself if we cared as much about educating black children as we do about locking them up; there would not be a strike.

I wrote about how CVLS and a cook county judge told me in court about the fact that once a child is giving back to their mother, it is not the concern of the court what that mother does to that child. We were not upset about this fact; no one wrote or called the Chief Judge or the board of CVLS to inquire why is this their mission when it comes to black children. We only care once a child has lost their life.

When Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan took Zion from us, she did not care about him. For David Gotzh, Zion was one of these little black thugs that he talks about keeping out of Hobart Ind. I feel for the little girl that lost her life, and I want to ask about all the other ones that will come to the same faith because we do not care.

What role did the parents play in this; what personal issue with them cause this child to have her life taking? Far too often, as parents, we tend to live a life that can bring harm to our child; and we do not stop living that life. How did this baby go missing for someone to get her and take her life? As now that her life has been taking, I am sure all these questions will be answered as now we care.

Each day CVLS sends someone into a courtroom to represent a black child; we know nothing about that person, what views they might bring into that courtroom or what their mission in life is. What I know is that on February 21, 2018, David Gotzh came into 1806 with one mission and only one to seek revenge on me, and he was going to used Zion to do such. On that day, Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan said that her goal was to make sure we did not adopt Zion and that he does not play baseball or go to JSU.

Not one-person care, the calls, the letters all the emails, and faxes were to death ears as we are the same ones that protest to save a child's life in the womb so that we can lock it up or kill it as it grows. I say that we treat black children like vegetables. We tend to them before they are ready to be born, and one they are we eat them up. Well, once a black baby comes into this world, no one cares about them until they kill or have been killed.

Sunday, October 20, 2019

Before 16 shoots!

We all know about the night that a Black child was shot 16 times by a Chicago police officer; however, what was the story before that night; what happened in that child’s life that leads him to be walking that night to be killed? Could he had gotten some help before that night that could have changed his path in life is what I want to write about.

I have for the past year been fighting Cook County probate court, CVLS and a system where a cook county judge sits on the bench with one job is to save young children; however, told me that going to college, playing baseball, growing up with 2 parent’s and being adopted is not the right path for a young black boy.

I have watched as a lawyer who was placed into the position to be the GAL for this young man who has talked about his racist views and still is allowed to represent the best interest of black boys. CVLS and ARDC felt that just because he was racist does not make him a bad lawyer. When asked about protecting, what is best for this young black boy; to be told that is not the job of the courts. After they give the children back to the mothers, what she does with, and too them is not the concern of cook county courts.

The young man that was gun down 16 times like a wild animal came up thought this same system and at some time during his life he had a gal, a judge and others to feel that it was better for him to be walking the street one night and to be gun down than at home asleep getting ready for school or to play baseball.

All that I request is for someone to take the time to review the cook county probate case of the Est. of Z. Washington and tell me was justice done in his best interest or was it a prelude to 16 Shoots”!

Monday, October 14, 2019

30 Summers Left?


30 more! I was sitting up watching a show, and the comedic talk about those in their 40’s have about 30 more summers left, and after this one, it will be 39. Well, at this stage of my life, I can say that I am about 60% sure that is what I have. For me to spend one year, one month, one week, or one hour on this, it was time that I will never get back, and no money can replace it.

This was time in Zion's life; he is never going to forget or get back; this young man had his life map out, and it was all there for him. I look at my other children, and I think about the work we put into them to make sure that they were on the right road and did not go down the path that I took.

I'm passed mad; I m pass angry as this was done for nothing more than, Joyce was jealous of the child she talks about how much she loves. Jamila lied in court for about $110 in link, Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan allowed a racist to control her and that courtroom and last but the key to this is that I asks CVLS to remove David Gotzh from this case back in February of 2018 when I found out he was a racist and they choose not to.

Had any other GAL been on this case, my family, Zion, and all the others whose lives had been changed would have never cross paths. I am not going to be quiet, and I am sure in hell not going anywhere. I can post these things because they are facts. I can speak about how Jamila and her husband talk about how she was going to have to keep up her lie as not to get into trouble. I can talk about the fact that David was helping Joyce; I can speak about them due to the fact that I have them both on recorder talking about these facts.

I do not know when or where my time will come to an end; what I do know is that I am so dammed mad that I have to fight like hell to save Zion when it is not one person that feels he is better where he is.

This was never about Joyce wanted to be a mom; she dumps Zion off with Jamila as she told me, “I feel like I am Zion mom.” She told me about the guys, pimps, johns that Joyce was bringing into Zion's life.

David Gotzh is a chip right after his dad; Racism is taught and pass down, so when his father took that 12 years old Hispanic girls’ life and got away with it, he wanted to do the same, and he found CVLS. They are doing to the black community with the catholic church did; they allow members to come in and rape the fabric out of the poor. Justice is not what they bring, the takeaway by giving racist a path to destruction.

I have about 30 more summers left, and I am going to spend some of it, making sure that not another Zion is destroyed. I called on those in power in cook county to request that an investigation is open up on this case. ARDC needs to call all the lawyers who were a part of this case and get the facts; the Judicial Board needs to hold a hearing into the actions of the Judge. We want to stop killing; let’s stop making killers!

Sunday, October 13, 2019

What is Service?

They say that life goes on but does it? I question the fact that up to this point I still do not have a clue what is service in cook county; as you can just google her name, Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan to see that in the case of the young lady that killed her mother and stuff her body into bag; along with the father of a baby she had. The judge ruled that she did not have jurisdiction over them due to the fact that service could not be done.
Now, this same judge ruled that just the fact that we knew about this case was good enough for her. What do these two cases share? Both were not in the best interest of the child., per the laws of the land. How could the judge do what she did; easy, both cases involved children of color, and in both, the judge was able to make sure that their life was and is hell.
You think what I post about this judge is not true; go back and read her rulings; she said that it was better for that child to grow up in foster care in Balu than to have a life in American. She noted that it was better for Zion to grow up on 79th street in a war zone than to grow up and become something in life. I do not have to make up anything or lie about this person as the facts are there.
Why was she removed from the probate courtroom; why was she placed into a courtroom where all her cases should not be recorded. I said it should be; because I was in that courtroom, and she told the recorded to stop recording. I do not have to lie about this as there is a record on this. She askes the GAL in court what she could do with me. This judge should not be on the bench, and she should have had a recalled vote.
If what she was doing was done to nonblack children, this would have never taking placed; however, we do not care about black babies; we have people in office that do not think anything about them as long as they keep killing each other. I say we need to remove them all as they are not better; in fact, that is worse as they pretend to care when, in fact, they do not.
So, the question that I asked over and over what is service? I have to show proof that I did service; I have to keep trying until I can get it; however, Joyce did nothing; David Gotzh lied and fake; no, he forges paperwork to say that he mailed out something after the fact when he did not.
I know all these to be fact; however, no one cares. ARDC told me that unless one of the other lawyers in the case tells what he has been doing, there is nothing they will do. After all, it is his word against a black man.
The 2020 cook county budget deals with the court system from one standpoint: “Foster a justice system that focuses on reducing recidivism and pretrial detention by investing in violence prevention programs, electronic monitoring, I-bonds, probationary and pretrial services.” They know they are going to lock up black people; as such, what to do with them after that point. More is put into the court's system, and what do we get from it?
“We do not care what a mother does to a child once we give them back,” A cook county judge said this from the bench after CVLS told her such. How in hell can the cook county courts talk about justice with a mindset as such? Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan gives theme back as she knows that they will one day be recycled back into the court system

Wednesday, October 9, 2019

Emotionally Lynching

Once the court gives a child back to the mother, what she does with them is not the concern of the court! Now, we do not have to ask why there are so many young men of color killing or being killed as cook county probate court, and CVLS is no better than DCFS when it comes to how they handle minors.

The fact is that CVLS said it was a conflict of interest for the cook county guardship office to give me paperwork; however, it was not for them to send a lawyer to court to tell the judge that my petition to get Zion back should be denied due to lack of standing. I do not understand this; sorry, I think I do; RACE is at the key of this case and has been for some time.

Those lawyers at CVLS hate me because they are not me. They look at me and say how dare I come to court in a suit and tie; how dare I challenge them; how dare I be a black man that takes care of his children. They are so used to seeing black folks come into that court that they can talk down to; they love to see single black women come into that court asking for a handout. They are sure that they will always have a job as they know it is more likely that they are going to raise a young man of color that will one day find themselves in the court system.

When Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan said to me that she was going to do all that she could in her powers to make sure that Zion never made it in life; she has kept her word. I have no respect for her; David Gotzh or CVLS and for that any lawyer or person in power with cook county that does nothing when day after day young black babies’ lives are destroyed.

Those who push to end women's rights do it with a two face; they love those black babies until it comes out; well, cook county loves them until they grow up. When they are young and living off the government, they are the pride and joy of cook county. They know that is just another voter if they vote. I watch as the judges and CVLS talks to them about the process works; you get a child; you get some food stamps, and medical card and life is excellent.

I sit in your courts and I cry; I cry as I keep asking myself how in the hell do a people that only make up 12 percent make up over 80 percent of those in the court system. I am so sick of anyone that wants to say that it is due to our ex-slave master or clear people; cook county is run and control by people of color and mostly women. Do anyone of you have a child; do you know what it feels like to watch that child grow with their life and dream in reach and to have someone come into their lives and destroy them.

My wife talks about how Zion looked the last time she saw him. How sacred he was to speak, how he wanted to put on a brave face and all he could do was say “I love you mom and I want to come home!” Hate is an understatement; what I feel cannot be described. I will never let them break me; I know that is what they want.

On Monday, when the judge rubber stamps what CVLS ask for; she asked them where Zion was, all they could say is that they think he is with birth mom. They do not give a dam about Zion as he was just a tool to Lynch me in the courts emotionally.

Next, out of the words of her mouth; “What Mom does with Their Child after we Give them back is not our concern!"



Yes, as I said, they only care about those little black babies while they are in the womb; once they come out; they are not their concern!