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We do not have a justice system in American; let’s look at the trump hearing and think about how some lost their dam minds about the fact that to them, OJ got away with murder, and for them, he was and will be the face of injustice. Let that shit sink into your head. OJ, let’s not think about the men that killed a little black boy in Mississippi, or for that all the black folks that have been lynched since there was an American.

Let’s not think about slavery as that was not personal; just business; case after case where someone has taken the life with tons of witness and just walk. Or how about all these black men that walk out of jail and off death row for crimes they did not do. Let this shit sink in; for everyone that walks outs, there are a 100 that did not.

If it is one thing that the Trump hearing will teach the world that is in America, there is no justice system and never has been. This is the land where they burned women that they thought were witches; I was looking at something, and it was the founder of PETA on there talking about how wrong it is for the government to used animals in labs. Since the history of time, black people were used beforehand.

It was only after (if it every stop) there was a push to stop using black folks in the medical test did they start using animals. However, some say use little black baby and not the little rats. We are one sick as country, and it never shocks me that we pretend that our shit does not smell.

On October 10, 2018, I walk into a Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan courtroom as we were having a hearing on Zion. The night before I was on Facebook talking to Jamila (my cousin lying daughter), she was telling me how she came to court and told lies. Now, she only admitted this after she said something to me that I knew for a fact was a lie. She said that David Gotzh, AKA the Road Lawyer, AKA the Racist Lawyer, knew that she was telling lies.

Now Fact Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan knew that she was telling lies; however, she made it 100% clear to me that she did not care when she said to me in open court; “she does not care who lies” she does not like or trust me. As such, everyone was allowed to come to court and lie, and in the end, Zion was removed from our home.

Now, I was told that was going to happen; I was told that the courts in cook county are dirty; the funny part was it was a lawyer in the deep south that told me this; A White one at that. He knew that in cook county that the judges and court system was one where there is no justice. I want you to let this sink into your head. Now, just think about where is it that all this black man is getting out of jail?

Most of those that are getting out are in so-called liberal northern (back in the day free states) parts; is there something to this? Many want to say to me that having a black person in changes in the justice systems will help. Well, it sure does not and did not help all those black folks in cook country as black men are still making up over 80% of those locks up.

Let me be clear; when a police officer, anyone working in the criminal justice system, from the judges to the lawyers tells you that they want to bring down the crime numbers, they are telling you a dam LIE. That is like a cancer Dr. saying they want to bring an end to cancer; bull shit; no one wants to bring an end to how they make their money.

Impeachment Starts at Home!

The President’s impeachment trial is a joke; does anyone thinks that over 65 Senators will vote to impeach this President? If you do, then you are a dumb as a door. I sit and watch only for the history part, as I know how the story will end, just as I knew how the story was going to end when I reported Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan.

You need to understand that we do not live in the land of the brave; the land of the free; Shit there is nothing free here. You pay for water and air; you paid to eat, you pay just to be able to walk in the parks and drive a car. There was a time when we could go fishing and eat for free; now those days are over; you put a fishing rod into the water without a fishing license and see what they do to you.

We do not have a fair justice system and never had; we have a system that is made to hand out uneven racial justice, and the gatekeepers of this system are black and white. I talk about the fact that in cook country all the significant office's holders are black; just like me; those lock up in jail are black just like me; those who are mistreated are black just like me; so this unjust is done at the hands of someone that looks just like me.

In the cook county probate court, Chief Judge Evans is the gatekeeper, and it is his job to make sure that he places those judges into courtrooms where they will do the most harm to those that look like me. However, year after year, there are these so-called black leaders that stand up and support this man, and I just shake my head. You support a man that does not care about black people; he might be black; however, his actions are not.

I do not support anyone because of their color; I speak about the fact that I have more none-blacks helping me than I have those that look like me. Now, do not get it wrong, I support, and I stand with my brother and sisters; however, I do not let race control whom I trust or whom I support.

I talk about the respect that I have for Trump, and many do not like this, but I respect a real gangster; I respect those that tell me what they feel and feel what they say.

These so-called liberalists in cook countries do nothing for those that look like me; if they did, it would be the end of them. I said this and I stand behind the fact that we do not vote, we do not support or understand that our vote is what makes or breaks us. We keep thinking that what goes on in Washington Dc. has more significant input in our day to day lives than what goes on right here in cook county.

As we get ready to vote, I say once more VOTE, not to all those judges that you do not know; vote not to Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan and vote no to Chief Judge Evans.  We are having a trial to impeach the President of the USA; we need to have one right here in Illinois to impeach many of the judges sitting on the bench. I say use the voting booth to impeach them.

Those in power work for the people, and as the people, we have the right to remove them; stop talking about what is wrong and start voting these folks out of offices. Stop letting these pimps in the church tell you who to vote for, as the church has done an excellent job at keeping black folks’ slaves since slivery; it is time to break the cycle.

Sister said that she could have freed a lot of slaves only if they knew there were slaves; well, you all are slaves to a party that does nothing for you and only does harm to you. We do not have a system in place of checks and balances; we have a system in place to seek and destroy, and that is what they have been doing to the black and brown in this country.

Our school sucks our neighborhood suck, and we want to point the finger at DC. nope point that finger right at home and VOTE these bums out of office. Now, I am not a dam fool, and I know that many of you will not do this, as the powers that be also know that dumb us done enough, and we will not vote. Keep feeling the black and brown people, and they will never do for self as to teach them to do for self; takes away your power over them.

Sieg Heil Salute

As we come into 2020 I have seen so far on the news how a mother has killed her two children; how the children in the city are out of control and I ask myself what line in life decided if a child will grow up to be something, row up to kill someone; and sad not grow up at all.

I was looking at the move gone baby gone, and the movie is about do you or would you do what is best for a child in the long run, or do you decide to the right thing, even if that is not what is best for the child.

Well, in Zion's case, the right thing was also what was best for Zion; However, David Gotzh decides that he was going to be what we best for his cause that of a White Nationalist.

Their views are one where they do anything that hey can to cause harm to those that do not look like them. They have only one goal in life; to destroy as many non-White children that they can.

So, Zion was just a key to the end of what he sees as a race of people that are not equal to those of his. We have seen so many gals come into this case, and all of them had one thing in common; it was not about anyone but Zion. One said to me that they were only going to do what was in the Best of Zion, as he is the only one that is important. Now Zion has been in our family for 12 years, and he had the whole world before him, and like that, it was all gone!

Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan is not any better; those working for CVLS hands are not cleaned; as they all knew about David, they all were told that he was a racist that had some fuck up views about black boys. However, they all just closed their eyes as they decided to support a racist. The saying that you are with the raciest or you are against is so true, and both CVLS and Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan are with them.

I am 100 percent against racism. I cannot stand those that are when they allow their raciest feelings to cause harm to black babies. I stood in a courtroom and witness the laws of justice stand on its hands. I know there are those that say we have a system of laws in place that protect us from road judges and lawyers. However, let be real; many men of color are put to death all the time for things that they did not do. So, justice was not there to protect Zion; it was just there to kill him before he grows.

I cry many nights as my soul is not right; I feel as if I am hopeless; I feel as if it was more than I could have done. I was told by our lawyer in Tenn. do not take Zion back to cook county. I was told that in Cook County, they do all that they can to destroy children, and that was so true. I allow my miss-belief about justices to blind me, and like a dam fool, I feel that justice could be done.

I hired one of those so-called best and found out that as a person of color, you cannot by justice when racism is at hand. I think back to the courtrooms of the ’50s and how all White jurors would spend less than 10 minutes to set a White man go for killing a black person when it was clear they killed them; IE Emmitt Till. So, in 2020 for a White Judge and A white lawyer to bend the law to lynch me is nothing new.

What David Gotzh and Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan did was and should be listed as a “hate crime” as it was done with only hate in their hearts. I look David in his face, and I could see what I am sure was years of hate taught to him. When David talked to me about his German background, he said everything but Sieg Heil salute!

Chickens Coming Home

Why; this is something that I keep asking myself, and it seems that the answer will never be given. For others, they feel that I should just let it go and accept what happened as his will; I ask the question who is “his,” and didn’t he give me the power within to keep on fighting? I m a fighter, and that is all I know how to do; to give up is just not the man that I am.

My oldest came home from school as he has not been backed up this way in about three years. He wanted to stay in the room on the top floor as it has this built-in bookshelf that he can store his books on. However, he did not want to stay there once he saw the room as that was to have been Zion room, and it has all these things in there.

Now, this fact is true; when Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan took Zion from us; David Gotzh, who was his GAL was so dammed mental sick with hate; that he did not want Zion to take anything. Joyce's IQ and thinking are no higher than a person in 8th grade, so all that she did was under David’s orders. They did not want him to have his clothes, games, books, and all the items that we have got him. These sick people were so built up with hate that they did not want him to take his cell phone, as I quote, he might call us and tells us what is going on.

So, for me, I know that Zion is lost. I know that he is not going to just walk back into our lives and not be affected by what was done. I know of people that have lost a child to death, and I understand the pain that they live with. For us, it is a different pain; as it is not a day, I do not think about Zion and what hell he is dealing with in his life. When I hear about any young man in Chicago that has been killed, I think about Zion.

So, for me, this is a pain of death that comes to me in one way or another each day; it is a pain that was caused solo by the fact that a Raciest wanted to lynch me and the only way he could do it was to hurt Zion. How sick of a person is that; I bet is something was to happen to one of theirs, that would be like chickens coming home to roost. How can a man say that he is a father and go out and hurt other children?

Well, I had to think about the mindset that a person has when they hate someone because of race. Think back to slaver and wonder how the slave owners could do the sick things that they did to the slaves; and their children. Well, to them, they were not people; they were less than that of a dog, and it was common for people to take their dog out back and put them down for anything. So, for David Zion, life was not more than the life of a dog.

I had my son take Zion things and put them away as I did not do this because, for me, I do not want him ever to think that I gave up on him; that I did not fight for him. The mind games that have been done to him will forever scar his life, and when the times comes, I want him to be able to read what took place and understand why. This young man's life was destroyed because to David Gotzh and Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan, he was less than their own.

3/5th of a person

What does depression look like, what does it sound like?

It is during this time that more Americans for some reason or another experienced depression, and for many of them, they do not see the end of the year; as it has been said to me, not everyone will see you in the next year or finished the year with you.

I can say that I know that I am depressed and have been such for over a year, and talking to someone about it would not help. I live my life unable to sleep at night as I find myself up by 3 am just looking into my life, and I feel empty inside. As I said for many, they cannot see this as I do a great job of masking my depression; and I am thankful that I older and smarter than I used to be.

A younger me would look for someone to blame; I would look for someone to vent my pain on. The reason that I am in this position has to do with the fact that I was born to Negro parents, and there is nothing in this world that will change this fact. All the money in the world will not change the fact that to people like Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan, CVLS, and David Gotzh, I am a Negro and a 2nd class person that does not have the same rights as others.

I find myself looking up into the sky on my way south, thinking about what has changed in over 100 years in American when it comes to race. The answer is nothing, not a dam thing. Yes, I can ride on the bus, spend my money and go to the movies with my ex-slave master; however, I am still not considering his equal. We both bleed; we both cry, and I am sure that we both love our children.

However, to my ex-slave master, my children's life is worthless to him; he still looks at them and me as 3/5th of a person whom life is not worth a bucket of dog shit. In fact, to my ex-slave master, a dog and cat life is worth more than mines. There is nothing, and I say this with all that I have in my soul; there is nothing that will bring an end to racisms in American. As long as we have an American, we will have those that think they are better solo due to their skin.

Tonight as young children get ready to go to bed with the dreams of opening gifts in the morning I cannot help but think about Zion and the fact that race is the reason that he is not in his home; in his bed; going to bed after he has been up all day trying to court gifts and make sure he has more than his brothers and sisters.

Like children would do he would do his best to guess what he had and he knew that mom and dad were the ones to buy his gifts; however, he wanted to put cookies out; I guess they were for me as I was going to be the one putting anything together. It is these simple things in life that make a child a child; it is the innocent in children that all black children should be able to have. 

What makes their children any better; what makes their son any better than mines? Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan talks about a young 12-year-old black boy should not have dreams he should not play baseball like white boys; he should not have dreams of growing up to play baseball as he is just a negro and should be in jail or dead by the time he reaches 18. This is what they do best in cook county; they put young black boys into these boxes where there is no hope.

I want to say that I cannot; I cannot stand with a passion how people love to give toys and bags a food to black children during this time of year. We have such a lack of understanding of history that we do not know where this tradition comes from. The slave masters use to give treats and gifts to the slave during this time to paly this psychology fuck game on them. Beat their ass all year and give them that one day to look for where the beating would stop.

As mental abuse is far worse than physical abuse, as the scars will heal; however, the mind would carry that abuse around and pass it on down to their child. I have been very soft-spoken, and I have done my best to rely on my slave master courts for justice; however, he has taught me a hard lesson; righteousness is not for the negro; it is just for him and his children.

“I am American”

As I waited to leave, it kept going thought my mind that I was going back to being a nigga; I was no longer just a man, I had to come back to the label that was put on me by my ex-slave masters. Here in American, we have one box that we all must check; they allow some to not even check the sex box anymore; however, that one that deals with race is a must.

I cannot be a man; I cannot just be me; I must be a black; or African American or nigga. Why is this? I sat on the plane crying to myself, and the funny thing is not too many people notice this. I could not let my tears be seen as to be a black man with the last name Muhammad in American might just get me kick off that flight. As I can be a white want in a White Sheet with a cross on it and I will get a first-class seat.

I hate it, no, I do not think that you all understand I HATE being a label, and I hate the fact that I live in a land that we love to say that we are free. I came onto my block last night after midnight, and two white policemen were standing in the road. On a street that has nothing but homes. They had flashlights out looking into cars.

Now what were they looking for, I would guess seat belts; however, for a nigga in American all that I could think about is how I just left Cuba and come back to the USA and in one wrong move, I could have my life taking. These cops had on mask covering their faces (it was cold out last night), and the only reason I knew they were police were due to the fact that there was a police car parked.

Tell me once more, where do I live? What freedom do I have; yes, I can live to buy items that I do not want or need; I can eat myself into a health issue, and I can as of 1/1/20 used drugs out in the open if I choose. However, I still can lose my life just for being a black man in a land where I am hated for just being a black man.

Next week I have court as my case with CVLS is up, and once more I will have to deal with their lawyers trying to get the case toss; as this time it is still about the facts that they feel it is ok to be a racist as that is the American way. We have a man in the White House that is proud of this fact, so why can’t CVLS have lawyers working for them, that feels the same way is what they say.

I am in so much pain, and I know that this is taking about ten years off my life. It is not one day that does not pass that I do not think about Zion or what was done to him, and for what every life that I have on this earth, that is no money in the world that will replace that hole in my soul. I am never going to forgive or forget Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan, David Gotzh, or CVLS. As they destroyed my family for just one reason and only one RACE!

I was told that they could do whatever they want; we might not live in Cuba; but as a black person in American, I do not live any differs. If you have never been to Cuba, please do not try and tell me how much better it is here in American, as you do not know what you talk about, or you are not a black person. As a black man, I know that at any giving date or time, I can have my life taking from me, and not one tear would be drop; as that is the American, I know.

So yes, I am an angry black man, as I am so angry that I cannot just be a man; I have to be a label that is placed on me. I ask someone from Cuba what race are you; they look at me and say, “I am Cuban” Light, dark as night; the answer does not change, “I am Cuban.” Try that in American; when someone asks you what you are just say “I am American,” you will find out very fast what you are. If you are a person of color and do this, you might be told as the handcuff is going on.

Born Day!

Well, it is another year in the books for me as I can look back over 2019 as the Anniversary of my date of being born falls on 12/15 with just 16 days left before we bring in a new year. This year I am going to enjoy my day in Cuba. Many have asked me why Cuba; what is about this place that keeps me coming back.

Well, let me drop some knowledge on many of you as I have been told; Oh, that place is a communists' place, and they do not have a system of justice. They only thing different about Cuba and Cook County is the fact that when they BUCK you, it is in Spanish. Pleases stop thinking that we who live in American are so free and we have so many rights.

I have witnessed, not been told, or read in a book; I witness with my own eyes how the so-called justice system that we think we have is a joke. We have judges that do not follow the rules of law, and they do this because they know that they can get away with it. I was told we have a system of checks and balances in place. Let me be clear; it would take an act of your god to overturn anything a judge does. That is why there are so many innocence black men sitting in jail or who have been put to death. 

A judge who allows perjury in their courtroom; allows forge and fake documents, and you want to tell me, but there was proof. As I have been taught, it is not what you say but what you can prove; well in cook county, that is not true. Well, some will say that we have lawyers that are there to make sure that the judge does their job. Oh yes, lawyers like David Gotzh; he is just like all those public defenders that know their client did nothing, however, tell them to plea just so that they can go home or not get put to death.

This man is a White Nationalist that made it clear, he does not like Nigga’s, and he wishes they would go away. The so-called ARDC and Judicial Board are a Joke, as their only job is to pretend that they are doing a job. We have people in political office who cover their eyes to injustice as it does not get them to a higher position, like Drug Police for the state. I only question will she overlook all the un-justice that will take place in that position as she did in her district?

Do not question my facts as I have the proof to support everything that I speak about, I have it, and the problem is that no one cares. The system we have in place is one that is built on racism and will live off that; as long as it is only black men going and being put to death, their systems work. In Cuba, when they do this to someone, it is not about the skin but the politics. 

I come to Cuba to be Free, kind of fuck up that I must come to a so-called communists place to be a free black man. However, they do not see me as such; they do not judge me or treat me different due to my skin, and some do not even know that I am American; until I open up and speak. I can walk around with the freedom that I will not get stopped for just being black. No shopping while black, cabs do not pass me up due to being black, and I do not get the eating out while black treatment.

You do not have to trust what I say, as I am sure that many of you have been brainwash into the false belief that if it is not in a red, white, and blue flag, it is not right.  Our so-called justice system is set up so that 99 guilty men can go free, just to save that one innocence. Well, that is backward as we kill and lock up 99 innocence just to get that one we think is guilty.

As I said, I am sure that many of you will read this and totally disagree with it; I am sure that some of your work in this system that area to brainwash or enjoy the fact that you can drive that nice car and you are not going to say anything. It has been asked how could slaver in American last longer her than any place before; well comfortable, some too many slaves enjoy having a room in master’s house, being able to eat the scraps from his table. Same Today!