I am Bless

First and foremost I do not do the religions thing. However, throughout all the bullshit that the Judge and Gal have put me thought I can say as a 50-year young black man I am blessed.

I know that all 4 of my children love me (and their mom also does). I have not bee the best at a lot, but I have been a dam good dad. I have put two through school and working on a 3rd and will get Zion back and see him get back on track.

As they put an order of protection on me for saying to Joyce that Zion is going to hate her when he turns 14. I do not back down from that. She took him from the only family he knows. She took him from living a life of love, to living one with pimps and hoes. Real talk as it can get, he has been placed and sees things that he should never see in his lifetime.

Zion has a passport that he was getting stamps on. He was to play travel ball this fall, and now he plays dodge bullets. That is not the life for any young man of color and it sure in hell was not the life for him. It is this reason and more that make me take a Knee.

I am not some paper made brother like many of you out there, I do not take a knee and watch the game out of my side eye. Outside of my children, it is nothing in this world that I cannot give up or walk away from.

I am not weak, and I do not look or depend on anyone. I was there trying to see why I had a short and it took me a few seconds; however, I put all new everything in our places, so it was just me going back and tracing the lines.

I have never been to school or taught how to do what I do; it just comes from the blood of those that came before me. Funny as I just thought that I am the oldest Passmore (my mon side) male living; so that makes me the patriarch of the family.

As such I can say that our family is doom, we have young people coming up less educated, or no education at all. My grandma and her brother were not ones that were educated through school. However, it was something that they push.

I have done all that I can to keep this going, I use to talk to Joyce about stop letting DCFS pimp her out, and she pimps them. However, just like many in my family she was and is lost to the streets. I will be dammed if I let Zion go too the streets.

So, I stand by the letter that I wrote her, and I double down on it. If this Judge does not correct this fuck up, I am not going to stop. My case is already in the high court, and I will take it up to the highest court if I need to.

I am blessed where I can write my motions and briefs, bake a pie, do a tune-up, talk politics, and build a house. As I pop my collar, it is not that much a brother cannot do. I am sure that some or you nay-sayer will name something (IE I suck at spelling).

I was not going back over to the building as I was going to call it a night, however, I am going to get that last line in as I have made up my mind that I am going to run my duck work. I have been reading up on it and I know I can do it, I just had a fear about can I do it right.

One good thing about the work I do, I am doing it, so if I do it wrong, I can go back and correct it. SWA is running a special and I want to book my winter trip so bad as I feel that we will have Zion back. I need to take him somewhere to get this pain out of his soul.

I was taking my boys to Cuba over the summer as I wanted them to see what it feels like to be a man and to be somewhere and not be judged by there race. To play baseball and watch how free the people of Cuba are. I want them to grow and love the place as I do.

I do not knock how anyone spends their money, I just question, why give your money to people that cannot stand you? I am thinking about going to my favorite black own restaurant. I do not run from the fact that I am a Black man first and I support my own before I give my money to anyone else.

Like I said I take a knee and keep it real while doing such; can you say the same?

Nice does Not Work

Life is but what you make of it, and it is one thing I have always been taught (from the best) never lie to the Fed and always keep a paper trail, you never know what or when it might come in hand. So, when I file anything in court, I print out a hard copy and file that also. We are an e-filing system however when the E goes down the paper will be there. So yesterday I got an email from one of our Senator; Senator Durbin sent me an email about this case it is about the same as I have gained from others put the focus on the Chief Judge and the Cook County system.
So, that is what I have done. If anything happens to Zion, I am going to do a Paul Vallas on them as he just saw his Mayor chance go from high to oh HELL NO!. That letter he got years ago and overlook is what did he in. And that is what most politicians do, they overlook the small things as they do not benefit them. I do not lie, and it has been only one person that has reached out to me, and that was and is Clerk Brown. She gave me 10 min of her time; now I do not know if she cares or not, but she did listen to me.
The Chief Judge does not have what it takes to be head of anything, and the Cook County Democrat party leader had done nothing. She does not have to feel bad, my state senator, cook county board member and so on have not said anything. And they all are women of color; they do not say or do anything as it does not benefit them. They used the backs of black folks to get into office and get so used to being there that they forgot who got them to the dance.
Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan is not on the ballot this year, but she sure in hell will be next time, and I want to see who get behind her? I want to see the Cook County Democrat come out and support her when it is a joke about how she switch over to become a democrat only to win a seat as a Judge. Her record was nothing, so she was not going to win it on her own. Now, these are facts that were told to me by someone in the ranks.
The Chief Judge had a close call the last go around, this time it will be a toss-up as he is not going the job and will of the people. After all, he looks at it as the Judges are the ones that voted him as Chief, however it was the people that voted him into office. This is whey I am aking each and all of you to VOTE No when it comes to the Judge. If you do not vote that is the same as giving them a yes vote.  This court took my son, changes his life from good to hell bad and all because I had the balls to be a Black (real) Man and stand up and say not that is not right.
I sat in that courtroom for 5 hours this week and case after case Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan said the same lie over and over about the rights and job of the GAL. I wanted to stand outside her courtroom and hand out flyers to let any now that their rights are. I want to let each and all mother just to lie and if she says anything to you, just bring up this case and say double standers. As in this case, the dad did not need anything; the guardian did not need to know anything. So do nothing and this Judge will give you the child back as your right are more than anyone that child might have.
I have made up my mind that I am not giving another lawyer anything to talk to them; I do not need anyone to tell me how this case was fuck up by the Judge and GAL and how I need to be nice to them. Being nice did not and will not get my son back. I am going to be in their sleep. I want them to never forget that name ZION!

Slaves Catchers

Today I spent five hours sitting in Judge Susan Kennedy Sullivan courtroom just for her to give me a court date on my motion to vacate her August 6th six months OP.   She had me sit there for the Am call, and I was still sitting there for the afternoon call. That was until the court clerk told me that she was not going to hear my motion. This is the 2nd time that this Judge has done this to me.

Now, my motion was and is on point, I file it online as we are asks to do. I did each and everything that is ask of me under the laws. I mail Joyce a copy back on 9/4/18, and the funny part is on May 24th, 2018 the Judge let Joyce do a motion, wrong, never sent out a copy before or after and did not file it in the clerk office and she gave her an order on it that to this day I have not got a copy of it.

Now, the Judge used that order to lock me up and still to this day Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan will not do the right thing and take herself off our case. So once more I am going to do a motion to remove her; this time I am asking that the case is moved from that courthouse. I was told by so many that it is no way I am going to get a fair hearing from this Judge.

So, I do what I must do and what gets me, and this is not to step on the toes of anyone, but there are too many scared asses African American Lawyers out here. Let me drop this on you, the reason that might be the case where there are police eating a bullet; well they know what they have done and cannot live with it anymore.

I said this, and I stand by it, for the dirty cops and wrongfully Blackman lock up in jail; there was and is someone that looks just like them that knew about it and said nothing. You are more at fault than the clear person that set them up. You see they would never let you do what they do to use, to someone that looks like them.

Case in Point, once more not to step on the toes of anyone, but there is no way I can or would want to be a mason, I have been asked, but no sorry. Tell you why rosewood (I think) the black cop did something to a white person and the white cop slapped him like a child and told him you do not touch White Folks. Now, other parts, White Mason asked are you a traveling man, and they were both masons until the other mason came with the ropes to lynch.

I am sorry, it is not in my DNA to forgive or to forget (I am a history major); so, for me, I think about the White man that spit in my step-father face when I was a child. I think about going to school in upper Michigan when a White Judge told me to stop dating White women; I can go into the times and ways that I have been taught over and over that in their eyes I am a nIgga. But what gets me and hurts me is that they do this with the blessing of someone that looks like me.

So, when you ask me over, and over why I am so dammed hard on my sisters and black folks, well, I say this, and you take it for what it is, Master did not Catch runaway Slaves; other Slaves were the best slaves catchers. I say this, and this is the truth a Judge is not God, she/he is and were elected by the people do the will of the people. Now fact these Judges are not doing our will, so this fall VOTE NO TO ALL JUDGES ON THE BALLOT.

I Am voting No to each one of them, as they are in a club where they get into that position and die there as they get the God mindset and they do what they want, good or bad they do this. You are paid by the people to do the will of the people, and they are not doing that. Black or White Vote them Off the Bench. Do you know what message the people will send by doing this? However, like sheep, I am sure many of you will not. You do not know the power of a Judge until one is doing you wrong, I knew and know their power.

“My baby momma.”

That is my Baby Mommy; Wow, we ask ourselves why do clear folks look at us in the light that they do. I was in court, will address that next. So, these two brothers were there as the mother of their children had died, and they wanted their child. Now, these are sibling that will grow up in 2 different households. Of them said when asked who does he live with? He said, “my baby momma.”

Now, I do not give a fuck what or where you walk into those people house you need to be on point. Next both of them were in their 30’s, and both had the sag going one. One just got out of the joint, and yes, the other just lived with his baby momma. It makes me want to cry at how we are looked at in the eyes of others as they do not respect us. How can they when we lack respect for self.

Now, to court, I was there on an emergency motion about that OP that Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan placed on me. I did the paperwork right, I e-file on 94/18, and I took it to court for an emergency hearing. Now I was there last Friday, and I was told right away that it was not going to happen, and the case was on the call this week. Now, I knew it was not and said such; however, I was told it was.

So, it was not on the call, and I sat in that court from 6 hr. (left and came back for the Judge Break); and in the end, I was told that she was not going to hear my motion. Fact Joyce took some chicken scratch that she put on paper and did not and to this date has not sent us anything she has file in this case. Well, the judge listens and gave her motion life and an order. I am so sick of this game; this Judge does not like me, and I do not care. Why does she not leave this case? I tell you why; she knows that the voters of Cook County are Lazy and will just voter her back in.

I called Atty Sam Adams (I know I cannot buy him lunch, let alone afford his bill); however, I need help as this is not working out. I am tired, and I am just sick of this court. I am going to do all that I can to get this case out of her courtroom, and it would seem that she wants me gone. If so why does she fight so hard to keep the case, well the Judge has much up so much that she does not want anyone to see what she did to a little black boy.

I am going to take one hr. to get myself some cold water and pop me a few pills for my head and get back out into these streets as I have work to do. I Am always knock upside my head as this system likes to test a black man; however, I am in this fight until I take my last breath as I know what I am fighting for. That Judge said something from the bench that makes me question a lot about her. However, in the end, if you all do not care about she is doing to young black and brown children in cook county, I do not. I am just going to do what I can to save one.

3 MONTHS!

FACT 3 months December 2006 is when Zion came into our lives. Now he was born on Oct 20th, 2006. Now, today someone said to me, how could a judge do that, you all have had Zion since he was 3. NO, that is not true we have had him since he was 3 Months. He was not breastfed, as there was no breast to feed him with. I took him to all his Dr. Appt after that point. Zion and I were talking about the new house, and I posted this. I asked him will he miss the old house and room and he said yes, and no, he said to me that is the only house he knows, all his memory is from there. He can go into that house and point out where he wrote on the walls in his room. 

We are MAD AS HELL! Joyce posted on Facebook for Father’s Day about how all she has done in her life was for him and to give him what he needed, and she is not a man, but she has been a father to him. WTF? So, when anyone comes into this picture and want to say to me that he is his mom and she has rights. Well, it is a dad on his BC, he did not have rights? Or better, she lost her rights when the courts took him from her. Get this Fact in your head; as she likes to spin this BS that she gave him to us.

She gave him up before he was born to us, and we did not get him until he was three months old, as I did not want a baby in my life. So, next, when he was seven months, and they told her that she was no longer going to get any money for Zion, Joyce told the Courts NO! She said, “we can have him, but she wants the check.” This is a fact that I talk about and it will be in my book. Zion is not a dumb child, and he knows what she has done to him, and the world will go no.

We do not talk about those border children anymore as the American have ADD, where they will focus on issues for a week or two and after that their mind is on something else. Now in the news is the policewoman that shot the black man, in a month that will not be news, for that in one week that will not be news. Zion is not news now to anyone but us; most of you do not know the Judge's name, and I want to make that comfortable KENNEDY! All you must do is say President of the US and her name will come to you.

The GAL, all you must do is think ROAD ATTORNEY; if you are looking to hire someone and that comes up, run for your life. I am not going anywhere; I am not going to stop posting, blogging until I get my SON back. I am not going anywhere. As we get closer to our trail date Oct 10-11 I am going to post the information about the Judge and GAL as I want the world to send the letter and let them know set Zion FREE. He is going six years in hell. Last night he spent the night with a killer, drug dealer, gang banger. Do we know this man, hell no, but what we do know is that from 5 pm to 7 am 4 days a week he is left with the dick of the week for Joyce?

I have a busy week as I must find a new lawyer, I have got to the point where I do not want to hire anyone, as I told someone today I can do this case in my sleep and if I were able to get a Judge that was not Kennedy I would. However, she does not like me, she said this to my face; and that is the reason she gets the GAL to make sure she is kept on this case. I do not know what they have going on, or what deal they have made, as this is Crook County and pay to play is in full effect, so go get a late pass.

I am about to get up and out as I have some filing that needs to be done, I need to reach out to the Feds today about my case.  I have to reach out to the IRS about what I think; I told you that I am going to use my training on doing research and I will dig into the life of both of them.  I must get my football list of people that I want to bring to trial; I am doing to bring those two people that lied for Joyce back in May. I am talking to the State and Feds about how come all these people are putting their hands up, to tell the truth, and telling lies.

Well, that is easy as Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan told me to my face, she does not care who lies, ‘SHE DOES NOT TRUST ME”. So lies in a cook county court is nothing new, everyone lies and only those that look like me go to jail for doing it.

Lock and Loaded

Everything in life happens by faith and what you do today will shape what your life is the next day. About two weeks ago I ran out of gas in my truck, and a woman hit me from behind as I stopped and she kept going. Well, I had to make a police report as someone got her plate number. Now, this was not on my mind today as I was working on my building and needed some more pipes.

So, I got into my truck at the right time and drove right past the police station as I have always done, this time I was pulled over, and it was a felony stop. Right way the first thing that came to my mind was what has this Crazy nut done. Well, the offices who are white walk up to my driver window and the other one stood on the side looking in. So, as he made small talk he asks me about Zion and when was the last time I saw him.

Now, he said he stop me due to a backlight being out; at about 2 pm. So, right away I think back to that woman that hit me and how that cause me to get stop today; to find out that Crazy had reported Zion missing months ago. Now, the GAL in the case David Gotzh told her to do this; he did not call us to tell us that we needed to bring Zion back or what happens in court. Now he told dumb dumb to go to the police and file a missing person report on Zion.

They both knew he was not missing, however, that is what racist do; they think of ways to take a black person life. Now, if I did not find out about this today, I could have found out coming back into the country or flying somewhere or down in a red neck town. I am still mad about this; however, all those things in life happens for a reason. I do not think that any spirit or ghost or anyone had anything to do with this. This was and is out of faith from last week.

Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan took Zion and made his life a living hell; Joyce Is leaving him with gangbangers, and all this is for some reason. I told Joyce that Zion is going to hate her and he is. She is playing games with his head, and for that reason, she is going to pay for hurting him. That Judge said that I made Joyce feel scared when I mention this before. WHAT?

I do not know the family of that GAL; however, as I have said I am a man, and as one I know that no man is going to risk everything unless it for a woman. Joyce sleeps with gang bangers and married guys so to say that the GAL has a wife is nothing for her. I want to know why did the GAL lie under oath for her, why does he call and text her that many times in a day? All these question and answer will show me the reason the GAL worked so hard for her.

Tell me would hate make a person do all that he has done or would it be a woman? Fyi my backlight was not out; but what is the life of a black boy worth? When I get stopped by the police, I fear for my life as I did not want to make a move. The officer on the side had his hand lock and loaded just looking to send me to 6 feet of dirt.

I just want to know WHY?

Missing Child.

My Head hurts as it seems that this is just crazy all the way around. I was driving and got stopped by a Chicago Heights policeman, and the next thing I know it was another one there. So, as I was sitting there waiting this office comes up and ask me for my DL. Now, he said the reason for the stop was due to backlight not being on. Next, it was who Zion Washington is and how is he related to me.

What happens next was just crazy, I was told that he was reported missing and could be with me. My head hurts so bad I just want to scream. This DAM nut was running around to police back in May, and she got the Chicago Heights Police to do a missing person report, and as someone said to me, it was best that I got stop in the heights as I could have been on a flight and it happens to me.

Now, they called her at the station to ask her about Zion, and she told them that Oh she did a report in Chicago letting them know that she had him. Now, that is an LIE. I am so dam sick of this case and what Judge Susan Kennedy Sullivan and GAL David Gotzh did to me. I was not Zion guardian by myself; for that case I, not his guardian until last year. However, I am the only black man and when it time to toss someone under the bus; do it to the black man.

Now, the police told her that she must go to the police station with Zion and have that taken out of the system; is she going HELL NO. She did not go in the first place. This is just reason after reason why I am just so mad about this case. I talk about how and what it has done to my family and I am just mad ass hell now. What can I do; NOTHING! I am just a black man and what life has taught me that in this land I am not worth much, and my life is worth even little.

It is Pizza Friday, but OMG it feels like it needs to be GIN Friday for me. That DUMB Twitch was asking about was I in custody as that made her day, I bet she rolled up a nice blunt over that one. I get to the point where I just do not care anymore as I talk to the courts, I do all the paperwork right, and I still get the NEGRO treatment. Why can I not be treated like a man? I am so sick of anyone that wants to talk to me about justice and fairness in American and how we are as one. No, sorry I am not! As that police did not see me as anything but a number.

Felon stop one officer pulls you over, and the 2nd one comes up on the front this keeps you from going anywhere. One has you making eye to eye, and the other is in the rear with his dam hand on his gun looking (or in my case trying to look in as I have tinted windows. One said to me, I have done about three reports about this child, as the GAL David Gotzh had her making a report for anything. That why I was hot that when she tried to run someone over, they did not make one, as they did not want to deal with going to court.

I sit here and can only laugh at this, as I use to know some real live street folks who I could look to for help; now I only hang and know the ones that tell me God will make it better; what a JOKE. While Joyce can get people to come and lie for her in court, she even got the GAL telling lies and risking his law license.

That is why I said you know what, I do not care who I must bring down, If you told a lie for her I am coming for you. Those in my family that took sides and help her, they are dead to me, and as such you worry about your job, well you should had thought about that before you lied for her.

That money they think my uncle might get I am going to reach out the other side an come to court for them to talk about his real lie; the one that they want to keep in the dark. I am just so sick and tired of this Bs. I go to the police; courts and I ask for help they tell me to man up and there is nothing they can do. She goes and tells lies, and they want to beat a black man down; Fact I was in that lock up with some guys that talk about the hate they have, and I can you I understand where that comes from.