HE IS NOT YOUR SON!

STOP! HE IS NOT YOUR SON!
STOP! HE IS NOT YOUR SON!
This is what Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan said to me today from the Bench. I was telling her that my son and I had a flight to travel to Tenn. this weekend and she told me to stop, he is not my son. He has been with my family since he was three months and he will be 12 this year. We feed, house, and do all that can be asked but he is not out son.
She told me that he could not go the Memphis for the graduation this weekend as that is not his brother. She told me that the Birth mom who is a Prostitute and we do not know anything about will take him on Friday and keep him for the weekend and I better be at court on Friday at 2 pm.
She told me that she will hear the motion to discharged us as the Guardian and that no one needs to be served as she decided who needs to be there. She told me that she does not care if the case is on Appeal as the appeal court has no standers in this case.
About a month ago a young black child lost their life due to Judges like Susan Kennedy-Sullivan as they feel they are GOD and do not have to answer to anyone. It is funny as She feels that she can do anything from the bench and the check and balance that are and should be in place do not apply to her.
Today I cried, and I cried some more as I am just tired. She wants me to be at court here in IL at 2 and not get out until late and leave him here, and she does not care if I make It to my son graduation or not and you know what kills me is the fact that I cannot find anyone to help
She told me that I better not tell him anything, I am just to bring him to court and let them tell him he is not going. He is going to be hurt as he just asks me on the way home; Dad can we leave on Wed after my game, and I am so sick that I feel like I am about to die.
My body has just left me as my children are my word and I will not be able to live if something happens to him or if I miss Sat and I do not know what to do. I am stuck without hope, and I just do not know what to do. I must stop crying and man the fuck up as I am not going to get any help from anyone. We have no justice.
I informer Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan that he had filed an appeal under Rule 304 the Judge said she did not care. The Co-Guarding asks the Judge about the hearing to discharge the guarding that was scheduled for May 18, 2018, and was she going to hear his motion to dismiss base on the fact that the birth father and other Co-Guardian had not been served? Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan sated that the birth father does not need to be served and she decided who needs to be served and who does not.  I ask the Judge to hear my motion to stay and once more Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan denied that motion also; as she said that appeal case does not matter in this case.
Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan told me that She does not want us to Adopt him, she wants the birth mother to get food stamps and more public aid as that is better than us taking care of him and sending him to school to become something. She wants him to be on the streets shooting and killing; once more I am not a fool, we have these young men out here because of Judges like her. I file a complaint on her way back for Judicial misconduct, and she is making me pay for it.
I ask her how I can be in court and the other Co-Guardian does not get notice (I did not get any notice) or the birth father not get notice, and she told me she decided who needs to get noticed, and the Father does not. Wow; we just paid $250 to give him notice in the Adoption case, and now I find out that no one needs anything as a judge can decide who should get what. Judge Susan Kennedy-Sullivan should have recused herself from hearing my case due to my complaint with the Judicial review board I have on her, but she did not as she wanted me to pay for it. 
The funny part is the Black Judge said we could go, and the non-Black Judge does not care after all what is the life of a black boy worth to her? I am going to take a trip out to a town that is Republican and stand out and had out flyers as I know I need a miracle as this is going to kill me. I need a GREAT WHITE HOPE!